Understand ( Mama Emma ) *DISCONTINUED*

Chapter 1 { Routine }

{ Emma's POV } 

Every morning at exactly 7.45 the oldest kids will wake up the others and help them clean themselves. Then at 08.15 we will have breakfast, after breakfast they will have some chores. 09.00 is free time and study time. Then we will have test at 10.00 until 10.15, after I announce the scores, I give them free time. Ill call them at 12.15 for lunch, and then they need to do chores or study. And for the rest of the day it's free time.

I love my children, dearly. It hurts everytime I need to ship them off to their deaths...
But what can I do? I've come this far and I won't back down... I won't even think about it.

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"Dallia, Darrick can you come here please?" I called the twins, Dallia and Darrick is currently 10, next week they wil turn 11. For me, Dallia and Darrick is a packet, so it's hard to ship them out. Because usually there will be only one child to be shipped. Therefore altough the twins didnt have good scores, I still kept them alive. And for some reasons they remind me of Phil... Both them hazel hair and ocean eyes...

"Hm? How can we help you Mama?" Darrick asked.
"Well... someone wants to 'Adopt' you..." I smiled. I know I can't keep them alive, expecially because they are not the high scorers altough they're very athletic.
"But... only one of  you."  I still try to keep my smile. They stood frozen, I can tell that they dont want this...
"Umm... do we have to" Dallia answered.
"*huft* well you don't but... this is a chance for one of you" I said.
"Im sorry mama but we'll turn the offer down" Darrick said.
"It's ok, you may go and play now..."
'It's not ok, why cant they just accept it!? This is so hard' I tought to myself

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"Mama they turn the offer down... what should i do...?"

{ Sorry its short- }