My world

Pain

I got up and open the door , it was Zac ..
"Is the pizza guy already here ?"
"Oh no uum be right back Justin "
" I'm sorry I'm such a jerk , I just left you .. I'm so so sorry can you ever forgive my ..?"
"Hey Demi who's it ? Ow well hi Zac it has been a long time bro "
"Don't call my bro .. "
"Okay then still mad because of her ?"
"Shut you mouth before I'll hit you faggot "
"Zac ?! Calm down ?"
"Bring it on bro !"
"Guys stop now ! "
They started to fight I was trying to stop them and then the pizza guy came he helped my .
"Okay you both , leave now ! "
"But Demi .."
"Leave .. Both .. "
Zac went to his house and Justin took his keys and left .
I closed the door and fell on the ground .. Just couple days here and already shitty ..
I opened the pizza box and was eating alone , got upstairs and took a shower .
When I got out I saw the razors .. I cited my self 3 years ago , was in a deeply depressed.. I stopped because then I've got real friends in Belgium but now I don't have anyone .. I took them and cut myself .. All the memories came though my head .. The pain , the tears .. Everything ..
I stood up and went to bed ..