kian is the best roomie ever. when im scared because of thunder and lighting he comes to comfort me. he helps me out with my laundry sometimes we play around, and he likes to play around with my panties. Jc and claudia walked in on us one time when we were playing around and they were just in shock. but atleast me and kian are getting along right. i cant wait for my birthday because im turning 22 and kian said he has a surprise, but we may not have a party if they keep talking about this big strom thats going to happen in like a week. im actually not even worried about it. i mean whats a little bit of rain going to do. but tonight were going out for dinner with everyone and kian has an announcement. well were getting ready for tonight.
"alright guys my big announcement is that i have fellings for someone thats here right now but not going to say who."said kian with a smile and a wink. "oh veanna i wonder if its you because you guys have been acting wierd."said zoey and nudged my shoulder. "no its not ok zoey and claudia dont even start ok yes me and kian are getting along and having fun but thats only because were trying to make up for all the time we were not getiing along ok." "i dont know about that but hey lets have fun tonight ok when we get back to the house im going to talk to you veanna ok if thats alright with you?" says kian with a smerk on his face. "yeah thats alright i guess but can we stop by the store when we get done we need more laundry soap and we need milk and eggs." "yeah we can"
when we left the resturant we went to the store and had fun there to but then we got home kian and i went into the room and shut the door.
"ok so i told everyone that had feelings for someone and i wasnt going to say who, well im going to tell you ok." "yeah i know ok then tell me like now" "its you, ok, its you, i promised myself i wouldnt develop feelings for you and all those fun times we have been having together its just i like you, and not like just girlfriend type like i feel like i wanna marry you." "oh my gosh really me like why and im not really wanting a relationship right now but maybe later cause im trying to get into college ok and if and when i get accepted then i migh want to look into a relationship." "ok thats fine and i promise i wont try to be wierd and also you cant tell anyone ok we can tell them when we get together next week and then all the guys will be here even ricardo ok" "ok and i cant wait to see ricardo cause its been a while." "yeah i know right ok well im going to sleep so night." "yeah night i guess"
soo that was wierd, kian likes me. like really me. i cant believe this like i dont have feelings for him but he has feelings for me like wow just wow. im so confused and lost like in emotions, and also jordan called me yesterday wanting to get back together like i dont know what to do. i need to have a serius talk with zoey and claudia because they understand and they know what to do i think. this talk needs to happen like now like now,now.
