well that went well. im so confused. i finally left the parking lot. im in the parking lot at zoey's. well headed in for some talking. then im headed to work. at the skatepark. to see kian. so he can get his discount, some skateboarding, and to see me.
"hey what took so long?" says zoey with a curious look on that white perky face. "umm kian called me and i stayed in the parking lot till e hung up." "oh ok well so what did kian exactly say when he liked and what did he do?" says claudia with a suspected look. "umm well he was like " you know how i was talking about liking someone at the resturant well its you ok i like you and i promised my self i wouldnt develop feelings for you but all the fun times we have been having, its just it was hard not to develop feelings for you." then he put his hand on my shoulder and kissed my fourhead and then left the room." "wow thats it. ok and what did jordan say or do?" says zoey. " fuck him im not going to deal with him i actually got a restraining order on him cause he was harrassing me so yeah well its time for me to get ready for work. so ill see you guys after work. ok " "ok thats fine see you later." " yeah go make that money girl." says claudia with a smile. "oh my god claudia ok bye see yah." "bye" "bye "
KIAN CALLS AGAIN: "hey umm im in the parking lot waiting for you." "dang well im just now leaving zoeys heading back to the house gonna get ready for work, why are oyu there already?" "i dont know but i have skate with me and he said we should head back to the house cause well i wanna see you the most i can and you should shoot my youtube video with me and skate." "well im actually almost home..." "oh ok really well were leaving now, SKATE GET OVER HERE QUIT CAKING AND GET IN THE CAR sorry and i wish i was annoucing you as my girlfriend but its what ever right." "yeah i guess i dont know by the way im home soo." "what really skates gonna hold the phone im on my way to my baby girlll. oh my god why did i say that?" "i dont know what did you say well i think i know you called me baby girl.." "no when i said im coming for you im always going to call you my baby girl. just so you know." "ok well i think i see your car were you speeding, huh you were." "ok yeah we were speeding ok but at least i can see you and your perty face." "damn ive never seen her in shorts but DAMN AHHOOO AHOOO AHOOO im dog just kiding but god damn girl your pretty." "skate back off shes mine what are you talk about." "guys stop just get out the car and get inside ok." "ok." "ok fine mom god."
INSIDE THE HOUSE: "hey god damn girl, you are looking cute today." says skate trying to touch my shoulder. "shut up skate and why you trying to get my attention ok just stop gosh." "well damn put skate down like that god and is that what your wearing to work?" "yes kian and sorry skate didnt mean too, and by the way kian UR NOT MY DADD so stop i can wear shirts and my nirvana shirt all i want and umm have you seen my vans with the marvel characters all over them?" "you mean these the ones right here." " yeah those give me those please im gona be late quit playing." "ok bro give them to her and well get out of here." "ok well got my shoes on so im out peace see you guys there bye skate bye kian." "bye baby girl." "bye girl" "kian im not your baby girl. just saying." "yes you are." "what ever bye"
that was wierd kian called me his baby girl. im so done with kian right now he gets on my nerves then when he is around skate they act wierd. im glad i get to stay with sam and just me and sam. im also glad he doesn't have a girlfriend. just so happy i hope he doesn't see my wrist. i really do hope he doesn't because i do cut myself but you know he would not be cool with it at all. like he would freak the fuck out like not even joking. im so mad at myself. i feel like cutting again. i will after work. i will cut myself. cutting is the only thing i have.
