Chap. 5: A Meeting? Part 2

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by Catboi_Carl

by Catboi_Carl

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'I love you Sykkuno..'

Your P.O.V
What the hell am I thinking? I just said to myself that I love my friend that I met a few days or weeks ago. Is it love at first sight?.. No, I don't belive in this shit. But maybe it is..

My phone buzzed again, already knowing it was Sykkuno, I picked it up seeing that Corpse can join the meet up with us too. I was kind of shocked and scared. I quickly said that it's great that he can come too, and I lied to the precious Sykkuno, that I had to go.

I hated myself after it. I remembered what my mother has always told me, since she was a therapist, she has always told me, that i should write my feelings on a peace of paper, depending on the feelings, you eather burn or rip the paper apart from anger or keep it if It's something very nice, and with love letters eather keep it to yourself or give it to the crush.

Taking my moms advice, I wrote a full love letter of my feeling towards Sykkuno. After 10-25 minutes of writing about it, I started thinking of what to do with it next, keep it or give it to Sykkuno.

'keep it.' 'no, share your feelings with him. He might not have those feelings towards you, but it would be worth trying' 'keep it a secret, noone will ever like you.'

Since I suffer from Severe/Major Depression, I have some voices in my head, some are positive, some are negative. I always think to myself, should I stay alive, or I should be better off dead. And those positive thoughts are kinda like my only friends after I started living alone, and before I started YouTube.

*Timeskip to the next day*

Third person P.O.V
Y/n woke up to the sound of his phone ringing. He looked at the phone to see Sykkuno calling him. You picked it up and said a very deep, cracky hello and Sykkuno let out a small giggle and saying that you sounded like Corpse for a second.

You two talked a little while you were making some coffee for yourself, letting out some giggles while talking to Sykkuno. You loved hearing his voice, because it calmed you.

After a few minutes, Sykkuno asked about the meet up. "Oh about that, yeah I can't wait for it, It's only March and we still have like... Two months, if my math is correct." you said, letting out a small chuckle.

"Kinda? My math isn't so good, you know." Sykkuno said, a bit sadly at the end, but it was just his accent. "Hey by the way, i was never good at math, that's why I asked you if my math is correct" you said, taking a sip of your coffee after.

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After a good 18 minutes of chatting with Sykkuno, you walked up to your room and changed your clothes to something what you would wear, if you went out in the park or something.

After you got done dressing up, you went and washed your face a little. After that you gave the cats some food and some water. As you did that, you heard a knock on the door. After giving the cats some food and drinks, you went to the door to see who it was..

"Hello! Ho-"

"Who are you...?"