ME

CHAPTER FOUR

   FAKE MASK

I'm trying to keep this steady

  School was over.

Ahhh! Freedom.

The satisfaction in my heart was full,  I had escaped the hell called vocation.  it was tiring

I waved goodbye to my friends as we walked out of school and hugged Alex. He stayed at the dorms so, he went back.

I walked back home, letting the evening breeze cool my face.  I loosened my tie and unbuttoned the top two bottons of my shirt.
  Relief.

The walk home was short, Like I had said the distance to my home form school was estinately 15 minutes. Depending on the route I want to take though or if I ran.

I got home and unlocked the door, Kicking off my shoes and taking off my socks, I walked into the kitchen, taking a glass of water and gulping it down then it occured to me.
Where the heck are these guys?

None of them had said a word in hours. Or, were they finally gone?

Am I free? I asked ready to answer my questions.

Well only one way to find out.

'Hello' I said in my head

Silence.

"Hello" I greeted out

Silence
"Any one up there or alive?" I asked.

Still no reply.

Am I truly free. I said about to exclaim from joy. Almost

"What do you want?" Logan asked

Attitude much?

"Hey," I greeted back cheerfully

Silence. Okay was I just snobbed.

Rude

'Heyy'. I said again

Why are you guys giving me the bliss I failed to recieve this morning huh?

'Anyone alive?'
Still silent

'Are you guys freaking ignoring me right now'?

No reply. What the hell did I do.

Urghh. Forget it.

I clinbed up the stairs to my room. Opening the door, I Stripped off my clothes. Walking into the bathroom, I twisted the shower nod, letting the water flow out before stepping in.

The cold water ran down my body giving me relief

My mind needed it. From the shit going on in my head.

I sighed feeling content as I got out of the shower, taking a towel and wrapping it around me.

I walked into my room drying my hair, and changing into a pair of black shorts and white tank top.

Taking my phone and headphones from my desk, I collapsed on my bed.
  Nothing beats the relief that comes from music.
  Listening to No Name by NF

I mumbled to the lyrics as I scrolled through my chats and insta,replying some messages from friends, I opened my manga app and got busy.

  For like an hour Or I don't know  three hours, I read manga as my playlist changed.

My stomach grumbled from lack of food, and I got up leaving my room still scrolling through my phone as I head into the kitchen.

Opening a cupboard, I brought out noodles to cook.
  Fifteen minutes later and some phone scrolls. I enjoyed my noodles at the counter. Staring at the door waiting for anyone to walk in.