Why (side chap)

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   It's been months since has last seen Corpse, yet still when he gets the chance I would skate. Around and around he went, thinking of the man, thinking he should go to him call him. No. No he can't. The feeling of embarrassment and shame filling him as he thinks apologizing to him. What if he hates me now (no he won't) [you dont know that], what if it was all a joke (he would never do that) [sometimes you dont know as well as you think you do]. More questions cam and more of him just drowning himself in unreasonable thoughs. He knows there unreasonable, but they still hold him back. Please would just say "just call him what so hard" what stop him is the anxiety taking his body, that feeling in your stomach saying no stop, that filling that is worse some times than physical pain. George told him "there is nothing to be scared of. Dont be scared" just because you say it does not mean they would magical stop being afraid. No, that's not how it works. Dream my not show, you may not hear or more likely admit it, but as a faceless YouTube he fears being seen, yet if shows his face he fears being hurt.

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