Slow Process

Not Gone Again

"Fuck, what did I just do!" He says crying into his hands. He gets off his computer and moves to his bed, he lays down not even getting under the covers. He pulls the pillow closer to him, Patches walks up to Dream "hey, girl" he pets the cat on her cheek. "I fucked up" he sighs out "I-I shouldn't have done that. It was unreadable, but I'm so scared" he stops petting the cat, lays his hand on the bed as Patches lays down "I'm so scared of getting hurt again".
      Corpse leans back on his chair, "no, no, I cant loose him" Corpse gets up and starts walking back and forward "I'll call him tomorrow. Yeah, noooo bad idea. But he may never talk to me again! I knew I shouldn't have said anything, but I wanted him so bad... I thought I finally had him" he stops, walks to his room and lays in his bed "what should I do"
      Corpse and Dream do not talk to each other in days. The people on Twitter started to question and so did there friends. George and Sapnap try the best to get Dream to do something, yet Clay is so scared he can't even call the man. Corpse also had 2 people it was strange the 2 he told, but felt right. Jack and Karl, for some reason he wanted to tell thoughs 2. They try to help, but its Dream that is perverting anything. Corpse tries all most everyday. Dream in SMP the moment he sees Corpse name tag even though he is in the middle of a canon story leaves. Everyone in the SMP noticed, Dream is trying to hide. No Among Us, nothing that has Corpse in it.
      Months go by, Dream has already finally moved out and into his own apartment by than. He has Patches with him. Its November, and Dream is tired he goes to bed. Next day Dream hears a knock at his door, he slowly sits up and looks at the time 834 "god, who could be knocking at this time" Dream puts a shirt and goes to the door. He opens the door to... see... Adam! Clay was going to close the door to see the mans hand get in between the door and frame. He stops "what the hell! I could have squashed your hand!" Corpse quickly moves forward "but you didn't" he wraps his arms around Clay. "Corpse, let go!" "Please, please, tell me what I said wrong! Please, tell me if I'm wrong!" Dream was trying to push Corpse away "Clay, please I'm sorry! Please, my love is not fake!" Clay pauses "let go of me Corpse" Clay says with a quiver "dont leave me, Clay don't" Corpse grip stays on "let's go" Corpse lightly let's go, but his arms are still rapped around him. Clay's body begs to hugs back, begs to love back. He gives in, his arms rap around him. Being away from Corpse was getting harder and harder, not being able to, laugh, simple touches, or even see him, was terrible. "god, I miss you" Clay says putting his head on Adam shoulder "why, did you leave me?" "I though your love could not haven real" Clay takes a breath in "I've been hurt so much, because I fell in love with people that just didn't love me back". "Clay, can I kiss you?" He nod, Adam moves his hand on Clay's cheek as he lift his head. They look at each other in the eats, brick red and blue/ green, face to face. Adam leans forward, he kissed Clay it is light, but Clay wants more. The dirty blond leans forward and kisses back with a bit more strength. They let go for a second to keep coming back, but with small kisses this time. Clay laughs "Adam, I love you" Corpse eyes widen. Yes, yes, I was finally able to hear it properly "I-I love you too Clay, so much". They simple could not let go of each other. After what felt like a painful quarantine, the back together again better than ever.

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