Falling But Your Not Ready To Fall

Cuddles

Your POV

Two am I was woke up by the sound of crying I walked out my room and soon realised it was coming from Pietro's room two doors down from mine I went in found him sitting up in his bed knees to his chest and his head in his arms.

"Pietro" "Printessa I..I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you" "Pie what's wrong" "nightmare and Wanda wasn't in her room and I didn't want to bother you"

I walked over to his bed and sat next to him I pulled him in to a hug so he was like a baby in my arms his legs crossed behind my back his arms around my waist and head on my shoulder one hand rubbed his back while the other played with his hair trying to comfort him as best as I could.

"Shh it's ok Wanda wasn't there because she's with Vision don't worry she's safe"

We stayed like that in silence for a while until Pietro kissed my neck.

"Thank you Printessa I'm sorry" "it's ok it's not your fault"

I just stayed there with my head against the headboard of the bed and rubbing his back and running my fingers through his hair.Until Morning.

Nine I woke up feeling Pietro to start moving I opened my eyes to see him already awake not caring in the world that he's lying on top of me I just run my fingers through his hair smile at him then close my eyes again.

"Morning handsome" "good morning Printessa you know for not being ready for a relationship you did really good in taking care of me last night thank you" "why thank you and your welcome"

Just then a knock came on Pietro's door.

"What I'm asleep" "Pietro Y/n's gone she's not in her room and I can't find her" "well I lost my beauty sleep at two this morning and this new bed is very warm so go away"

He said as he berried his head into my neck his body still completely on top of mine.

"You don't mind do you Printessa" "no its ok I don't mind"

I could tell he was being careful with every move he made trying to be careful and make sure he wasn't crossing a line calming slightly when telling him I didn't mind him being where he is wrapping my arms around his waist.

"New bed? Whatever Pietro if you are staying where you are cause your warm and Y/n's not in there I'm gonna kill you" "don't worry she's in here" "good now you can go back to your beauty sleep I only wanted to make sure she was in there"

(Thank you for being there for him
Y/n)
(No problem)
(No matter what please don't stop trusting him he'll wait and if you don't like something just tell him and he'll stop he really does love you)
(I love him to but I'm scared of letting him in)
(That's were you need to put the next level of trust he needs to know he'll still love you the same if not more)
(When and how do I tell him)
(Before you make it official and as for how I don't know sorry Y/n)
(It's ok thanks then)
(No problem)

"Pietro" "yes Printessa is everything ok" "yes but please can you let up I need the toilet" "of course"

He got up on his hands and knees kissing my head before moving to the side and letting me up. Once I got back thinking about what Wanda said I did have one question.

"Pie" "yes Printessa" "you've heard me talk to both the girls and Loki about a night two years ago yet you haven't asked about it why is that" "because Printessa I trust you to tell me when you're ready to" "thanks Pie"

I lie down next to him and turns on his side holding his head up with his hand looking down at me with a smile on his face but a sad look in his eyes.

"You want me to hold you like we just were don't you" "sorry Printessa is that crossing a line" "kind of but at least you asked and didn't just climb back on top of me without permission"

I said as I pulled him back over me one arm holding him around his waist the other playing with his hair as his face was now again in the crook of my neck.

"If it's crossing a line Printessa I'll get off" "it's ok besides your nice and warm" "ok if you're sure"

Pietro's POV

I couldn't help but think I was crossing a line but I couldn't move since Y/n's arm's were around me holding me tightly.

⚠️mention of abuse and rape⚠️

"You know Wanda saw what happened and I told Nat and Loki he knows cause that's the night we met the boy I was in a relationship with started to get aggressive and so I told him we were over he didn't want to so he started to rip my clothes off and he raped me the last bit of energy is how I found out about my first power force shields it blasted him across the room that's when he let me go and called me a freak because of my powers that night I cried until Loki found me he opened up to me and even told me to trust him when he said I can't always trust him and I trusted him faster than I thought but I did because he told me the honest truth so that's why I'm jumpy your the first male in like nearly three years that I've just put trust into without learning anything about you and it just scares me how fast I've trusted you with everything even though I know nothing"

⚠️free⚠️

"Printessa let me up please because this is definitely crossing the line why would you tell me it's ok when it's not" "I was scared I'd lose you even though I'm scared to keep letting you in"