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Touya pov.

"Ten! Wait!" I grabbed his wrist tugging him back, he's so mad over that? Why? So what im popular? That doesn't change me! Im still me!

"No! Let me go damnit!" I just tightened my grip and ignored him, dragging him back down the hall as he yelled, talking about how he has to go to art. It won't damage any of his real grades he's fine.

"For fucks sake shut up!" I shouted yanking on his arm slightly, he looked up at me, anger turned to fear. Eyes wide as he recoiled his body.

Now he's almost full blown sobbing trying to pull himself away "tenko just stop! Okay?! Im popular, so what?" He went to grab my wrist but didn't. He was bitting his wrist and sleeve.

"You're like everyone else aren't you? Going to glue my gloves down to the desk so I cant use them? Hit me? Lock me in a closet? Lock me outside to sleep in the dirt?! I can't trust anyone! Especially you! You're going to take advantage of me I know it!" He barked, god his life is shitty.

That hurt though, I just want him to get over it.

Hurts like a bitch though. Fucking shit that stings alot, damnit ten. Just trust me! Why? I have no idea!

"Ten...damnit ten! I don't want to hurt you! I haven't! Okay? I like you You're chill, you're clingy and stubborn and you stand up for yourself! You're cool! I think so, I just want to be your friend" I said attempting to reason with him.

"Please let me go..You're hurting me" he mumbled, his hands trembling.

I pulled my hand back and fell to my knees next to him, grabbing his arm alot more gently this time "Sorry! Fuck tenko im sorry" he's still keeping as much space as possible between us, he isn't really crying. Just shakily breathing.

Just scratching his neck.

"Im gonna look at your wrist, is that fine with you?" He shook his head no, I just wanna make sure I didn't hurt him.

I nodded and just held his hand "okay, I won't if you don't want me to, please calm down" I want to comfort him.

"I can't! Okay?! Im scared of you! You're bigger than me, stronger than me and you're liked, if something happens to me you'll get away with it!" His voice broke and sounded so shakey.

"Ten, Sit back down" he slowly turned to the open door, ready to run out and leave me.

Once he tried I just-

Grabbed him, holding his arms down by hugging him with a sigh "I just want you to trust me...I like you..alot" he's so cold.

But I like it.

He squirmed around trying to get away. Im not letting go, Not until he lets me like him.

I need him.
I don't know why! But I do, he's a little weirdo I like it.

"Look, ten Im sorry I got aggressive, Im only popular because of my shitty excuse of a dad and because I get in trouble alot, I don't have alot of people I actually like. I like you, your intriguing to me okay? I want to know everything about you, I want you as a whole, and If you don't like having to deal with shitty people all day I'll do it for you"

I can keep him safe.

So he doesn't hurt, I think I opened a scab or something on his wrist because of how only that area got warmer.

"Let me protect you"

He finally relaxed and stopped moving around, crying again "just stop.." Tenko mumbled, what do I have to do?

What can I do?

What am I allowed to do?

"What do you want from me? What can I do to have you? Only you"

"I don't know! I never do! Just please..don't leave me like everyone else..that's all im afraid of, just don't hurt me" he rubbed his eye's and mumbled.

"I promise I won't okay? I will never leave you, what's your next class?" I asked since I kinda made him super late.

"All my classes are over computer, except art, what about you?" He asked letting me move my arms up.

"Most of my classes are at night" I said resting my head on his shoulder, he's comfortable.

He nodded, I let him go and sat back down, he stood next to me and sighed wiping off his face "thank you" he went over to his corner to do his work, opening his laptop and clicking away at his work.

I sat next to him and pet the top of his head, I love how fluffy his hair is. He smiled just barely. leaning against me as he typed away.

We both calmed ourselves down.

"I'll make dinner tonight okay? So you dont go to class on an empty stomach" Tenko typed as he spoke, eyes glued to his screen "thanks, I appreciate that mophead"

He smiled up at me "It's the least I can do for you"

"What would you do for me?"

He stopped typing, his body practically froze "everything, You're the fourth person to treat me like a human"

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