"just friends" |foxy xclowny

i love you...?

Clownys POV

I was calmly sleeping until I woke up I noticed I was laying on something.

"A pillow?" I taught to myself I wasnt quite sure but it was really soft so I hugged it. But i wish i never did that because the next thing I know is hearing a voice say

"Uhm clowny your kinda holding my tail too hard"

I quickly got up and looked at what I was hugging and ofcourse it was the tail of my friend foxy. I didn't know what to do so I quickly said

"Oh uhm s-sorry foxy I didn't notice I was uh hugging your tail". I still couldn't believe myself I was blushing so hard after that but he just said

"Its fine, as long as it helped you sleep"

I looked up at him "huh?" I said what did he mean by that.

"Well last night I woke up and looked over at you and it looked like you were having a nightmare but then you stretched your arm and touched my tail. I guess it must have made you feel better cause after that you hugged it and didn't let go"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing I cant believe I did that. I felt bad so I told him

"You could have woke me up and told me to stop I would have". He smiled at me and said

"Yea but you looked so happy and calm when you were hugging it and I felt that if I were to pull my tail away you would go back to your nightmare. What kind of a friend would I be if I just did that. Also I didn't really mind"

At this point I might as well faint from all the embarrassment, but I really appreciated what he did so I said

"Thanks, and again sorry". He nodded and responded

"No problem"

It was silent after that but I finally broke the silence by saying "I'm starving". Foxy smiled and said

"Heh. Don't worry I'll cook you something". He got up and headed to the kitchen.

I sat on the couch and decided to turn the TV on. It was pretty nice not seeing people in the news worried about the infection.

~flashback~

"Clowny, your not listening to me, I cant let you die"

"Foxy... I understand but...there's no cure for this"

I can see foxy was sad about me telling him to leave me. Until he finally started to cry and yelled

"I don't want to lose you! Ok?!". I smiled and shakes my head slowly and said

"I don't want to either but...when I turn fully infected I could attack you and well... I want you to survive this infection". He couldn't stop crying and to comfort him I hugged him.

"P-please clowny".

"Dont worry about me, ill  be fine but please go". He didn't let go of me so I slowly pushed him away. I gave him a warm smile. He looked at me and looked back down.

"Hey clowny foods ready". I quickly snapped out of the memory and looked over at foxy. He had a smile in his face, I liked to see him happy and not sad like he was in my flashback. I walked over and hugged him.

"You ok clowny?" He asked me. I could tell he was confused. So I said

"I just had some bad memories"

~Foxy POV~

I looked down at my friend who was still hugging me. I smiled to him and responded

"Well whatever it was don't worry about it". He looked up at me and said

"I know" and gave me a smile.

I couldn't help but blush. But then he asked me

"Are you ok?, your face is red again". I quickly snapped out of it but his face was so close to mine. I grabbed his hips and pulled him a bit closer to me, I guess he was pretty uncomfortable because as soon as I did the he said

"Uhm...foxy?" I let go of him and said

"Uh- s-sorry". He just looked at me and finally said

"Its fine" the he turned and headed to the table. I stood there for a moment "why did I do that" I asked to myself. But then I heard him say "hurry up foxy, I'm hungryyyy". I looked back at him and smiled. I started to put his food in a plate and went over to the table and placed it in front him. He took a bite out of it. He turned to face me

"aren't you hungry?" He asked. I smiled and said

"Nah". He came up to me with his plate and when he was in front of me he took a spoon full of his food and raised to my lips

"eat" he told me. I pushed his hand away and said

"I'm not hungry". He looked at me for a second, he looked worried. He looked down. I put my hand in his chin and lifted it up

"You ok?" I asked. He was silent for a moment but finally said

"Yea, just... remember to eat something". I smiled at him and hugged him

"Dont worry I will". He hugged me back, I didn't want to let go but he eventually slowly pushed me away. I wanted to feel him in my arms more so I got close to him and hugged him again.

"Heh, what's with extra hugs?" Clowny asked in a joking voice. I didn't answer. I felt him get away from me so I grabbed him by the hips and pulled him close again and continued to hug him.

"Foxy" I heard him say. I finally responded

"Yeah?"

"Your kinda hugging me to tight". I felt bad, but I couldn't let go so I loosened my arms. He looked up at me and said

"I think this is the longest we have hugged" he giggled. His laugh was so adorable that I blushed. He probably didn't notice but our faces were very close that I accidentally kissed him.

Ahhhhhh! I'm so sorry if this chapter sucks I just have no ideas on what to do at this point TwT