A different hero

I admired Kacchan more than anything. 

I would follow him offer my help.

Give him my praise.

My affection.

My everything......

It still wasn't enough. His ego was so atomically large it was suffocating. 

Even with his ego, his brash personality, and his hatred towards me I still tried to be by his side. 

To be his friend.......

When he said I was to loud I would close my mouth and not talk again for a week if not more in his presence. 

If he said I was in his way I would move and stay a great distance away watching.

I want to hate him with every fiber of my being. 

I want to hate him.

I want too so much it hurts but I can't.

Or at least I won't let myself. After all I'm a hero in my own way.

I will be a hero who protects people with a smile.

I will protect them with my broken, lie filled smile to give them the people hope.

"Monster..."

"How could you hurt Bakugo like that deku!"

"Your so selfish."

"You deserve death you quirkless nobody. "

"You are disgusting."

"Why even try to be a hero you stupid deku."

Why try so hard its not like you'll make it anywere in life.

Weak.

Pitiful.

Deku....

Take a swan dive of the roof and hop for a quirk in your next life....

I always wanted to be a hero.

Someone who smiles to give the people a feel of safety.

But maybe.....Just maybe I can smile for a different reason.

Be a different hero.

A hero who will change the corrupt society we live in today. 

I will not be the weak and pitiful deku who was told he could amount to nothing.

I will be the deku that will change the world.

For better or for worst.

Even when I change this society I will have a special place in my heart for you Kacchan.