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Yesterday after what happened my stranger friend brought me back to his dorm room and made me go to sleep, assuring me that he would wake me up in time to have brunch and get to class. Well, that didn't happen. I ended up sleeping until 2 in the afternoon and I was told that I wasn't going to any of my classes today because I needed to rest and stay calm.
No matter how much I tried to beg him to let me go all he did was give me a stern look and point back to either the bed or couch. Of course I obliged to what he told me to do, I didn't want to start trouble with someone who has been so nice to me.
Though, me leaving today will definitely upset him. I've stayed here for 2 days and have been avoiding my problems back at my own dorm and the longer I do that, the worse I'll get it when I go back. I'm taking advantage of his kindness and I hate doing that because if I keep this up I'll be in his debt.
I looked around the dorm room looking to see if the kind lad was here but there was no sign of him being here for a little while. This is my only chance to leave without an attack happening again. I got my things together and put them all in my book bag then situated my clothing and hair quickly. I put my shoes on and looked around once more and opened the door leaving this place that seemed like a safe haven.
Wait, how was I supposed to make it back to my building? Well, I guess that's the beauty of having legs, you can walk places. I fixed the bag on my shoulders and started heading towards the exit of this place.
I made it down the stairs and nearly towards the exit before I heard a familiar voice, and it wasn't the kind familiar voice I've been hearing for the past 2 days, no it was that cold and raspy familiar voice that I heard on the first day of living here. I gasped to myself as they started coming into view and quickly headed towards the couches and ducked behind one of them.
Their voices grew louder as they approached the elevator that was right behind the couches and I held my head between my arms trying to make myself look smaller. I nearly let out a whimper when Jess' voice was on the other side of the couch I was hiding by but I calmed down when his voice slowly dimmed out when he got in the elevator.
Once I was sure that he was gone I got up and rushed to the exit knowing this was my only chance to get to the dorm room without him being here. I pushed the doors open and started my journey back to my dorm room, though I knew going back there was a mistake. I should have just stayed with my stranger friend but nope, I just had to go and be brave and stupid.
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I had just got back from taking a shower and had changed into some of my comfy clothes, considering today was the day I didn't have any classes. I was just relaxing on my bed, catching up on a History assignment my friend I guess you could call him, told me about. I was just catching up on the chapter we had to read and then do some questions that followed it when he came back.
"Look what the pussy cat dragged in." I froze on the spot. The book feel out of my hands and I just froze. I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"Pretty unfortunate for you that I don't have my boyfriend with me. What the fuck were you thinking taking my god damn key? Huh! I was locked out of this room with my boyfriend while we were just in our towels! Lucky for us, the dorm advisor was nice enough to make us another key on the spot so we could get in. Where have you been hiding out for the past two days huh? Answer me god dammit!" he shouted.
I flinched at his tone but didn't move a muscle, I was barely breathing. Maybe if I stayed still enough he would forget I'm here.
You deserve what you're about to get.
I whimpered, no the voice can't be back. It shouldn't be back! "Harry, I swear to god if you don't answer me the beating I am going to give you is going to be so much worse. I suggest you answer my fucking question if you want to live." he growled at me. I whimpered again and scooted back against the wall. He took a step towards me and I squeaked putting my arms up in defence.
"I-I wa-was at a f-f-friend's." I stuttered. He scoffed at my answer.
"You have no friends so don't even try to fool me with that. Now tell me where you were."
"I-I w-was too a-at a f-friend's!" I said my voice coming out more angry than intended.
"Alright you little retard, you want to lie to me that's fine. Maybe after this you'll learn you're god damn lesson." he told me. My eyes widened and I tried backing away but I had no one where left to go, I was already against the wall, the only thing I could do to defend myself was to fight back. Too bad I didn't know how to fight.
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He grabbed my forearms and pulled me off my bed and shoved me onto the floor. I curled myself into a ball and covered my head with my hands, though stupidly I didn't protect my stomach enough with my legs.
He delivered a swift kick to my stomach and I cried out in pain, tears already starting to form yet he only just got started. He kicked me in various spots and even kicked my head.
"S-S-Sto-op it! P-Pl-Please!" I cried and he laughed at me. He laughed at me.
Jess pried my arms away from my head and forced me to lay on my back, and then he straddled me. He punched me hard in the face and I didn't notice until now, but he was wearing rings so every punch he delivered to my face cause a cut to form and start oozing blood.
I tried to fight him off but my weak hits did nothing but anger him even more. He took off his belt and bound my wrists together and put them above my head, thinking that I would just keep them there but I still had to fight back. I wouldn't go down without a fight, even if it was a poor excuse of a fight.
"J-Jess! Stop p-p-please!" I exclaimed. I thrashed around the best I could even though he had all of his weight resting on me but it did nothing, not even move him in the slightest. The tears that were already falling down my face increased when he punched my nose. I heard a sickening crack and I felt a sudden warmth all over my face but I soon realized that it was blood.
I sucked in a breath getting ready to scream but just as I was about scream for help, hands wrapped around my neck cutting off my air supply. I hit Jess with my wrists, that were still bound together, on te head and back but it didn't faze him at all, He squeezed my neck tighter and it felt as though my head was about to pop off my body.
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My hits to his head and back became weaker and weaker, my vision was becoming hazzy but I refused to give up and give in to the darkness. I tried screaming but that didn't do anything but lessen the small amount of oxygen I had left.
My body gave up and my arms just weren't doing was I was mentally screaming at them to do. My eyes closed even though I didn't want them to and my brain just stopped shouting commands. My heart was still beating but it was barely there and it was all I could hear. I couldn't hear the cruel words Jess was probably yelling at me and I couldn't feel the kicks and punches he delivered to me.
The last thing I heard before darkness completely came over me was my subconscious.
You deserved everything you got. Next time don't be so brave. Being a coward and weakling suits you better. Welcome back Harry. Welcome back home.
This place was anywhere but home.
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OMG THIS WAS SO SAD. AGH IM SORRY CUPCAKES IM SORRY HARRY IM SORRY SELF. DEAR LORD THIS PHYSICALLY HURT ME TO WRITE.
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