Girl Crush

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~Dedicated to my sweet friend who was here since the start~

TW: S***n Cowbell (I'm sorry I wish I didn't have to include him)

"I got a girl crush, hate to admit it but, I got a heart rush, it ain't slowing down" 

As I sang those words, tears started silently streaming down my face because even though I didn't want to admit it, everything I sang was true.

When I got home, I sat down on my couch and started crying. I chose the song girl crush because deep down, that was excactly how it felt. I wanted to be with Louis but.. after One Direction split up.. he hadn't talked to me at all.. and he was dating Eleanor. Ugh.. he's probably having a great time without me.. I thought as I started thinking about all of the times I had tried to confess my love for Louis and then I just backed out because.. I was too scared he'd hate me and I would ruin our friendship.

I thought back to all the moments when I tried to say the three simple words I couldn't manage to say to him. "I love you." And then he got a girlfriend and I just tried to ignore my feelings but.. how could I? His perfect smile and his beautiful blue eyes. The way his hair sometimes falls in his face and how could I almost forget, his laugh. The thing that lit up my day when I was feeling sad. The times when I felt like my heart was gonna break and I was feeling like I just wanted to disappear, Louis had always been there with his ocean blue eyes and his bubbly laugh and it was like magic, he could just make me feel better. "I miss you Lou.. I miss you so much.." I whispered to myself. Suddenly I heard a knock on my door, I went and opened it, I wasn't surprised to see who it was but I was still happy. "Come on in!" I said smiling. "Thanks mate!" Liam answered and stepped inside. "So what did you wanna talk about? You didn't really tell me in your message." He said and sat down beside me on the couch. "I-" I began but then I hesitated, Liam was the only person that I told about my crush on Louis and he was supportive but.. maybe he'd think I was weird for still crushing on him. "I still like Louis and I don't know what to do.." I blurted out. He probably saw how sad I was so he just hugged me and I started crying. "It's gonna be okay, you can tell him when you're ready." He said and I calmed down a bit. "Do you think he'll be mad if I tell him?" I asked, tears still rolling down my face. "Of course not, he'll understand, you know he won't hate you, you were best mates!" He answered.

I waved at Liam as he walked out the door. It felt nice to have talk through everything with someone who understands.. well kind of.. I sat down on my couch again and started looking at my phone again. Suddenly my phone started ringing so I picked up. "Hello? Who is this?" I asked because I didn't really recognize the number. "It's Simon! I want you to come to my office because I have an idea." Simon said. Ugh.. I thought I was done with mr. Cowbell but I guess not.. I thought. "Okay, I'll come as soon as I can." I said.

When I got to the building, I saw that Zayn and Niall were also standing outside.. Huh.. I guess he wanted to see all of us or something.. I thought as I went towards the entrance. The office was very organized and it smelled like cleaning products. I hated it. "Hello! Welcome Harry!" He said with a big smile on his face. Ugh. "Hello Simon.." I said, trying to hide the fact that I really didn't wanna see him. Simon was just about to say something but he was interrupted by someone coming inside. "Hey Simon!" Someone said and I immediately knew who it was because it was Louis. I turned around and saw him standing there. He looked really good. He had a white hoodie and a pair of yellow sweatpants. He looked really surprised. "Oh! Hi Harry! I didn't recognize you at first. How've you been?" He asked and he was actually smiling as if he was happy to see me. "Hi Louis! I've been great, you?" I asked and I felt really nervous because I hadn't met Louis in about 2 years. "Good!" He answered. Suddenly, Zayn and Niall came inside and not long after Liam also came. "Good, now everyone is here." Simon said. "So why did you want us to come and why didn't you tell us all of us were gonna be here?" Louis asked, sounding very sassy and I felt relieved that he felt the same. Simon sighed. I'm guessing its because of Louis sassy tone but I still felt mad that Simon was rude to Louis. "I didn't want you to know that the others were coming because that could have made you change your mind about coming." Simon said. "Well what did you want?" I asked and I was surprised at my own words. "I want One Direction to have a reunion."

So that was the first chapter! I really hope you like this story because I love writing this story and also, do you think the boys will agree to have a reunion or do you think they'll say no? Also, I know his name isn't Simon Cowbell but every time I write Cowbell instead of Cowell, I'm doing it intentionally.

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