Forgive me
( Written by: BlackAzure420 )
I laid down on my bed, thinking of tommorow, if I'll still be able to see the me I've seen yesterday.
Am I still the me I've known these years? Am I still alive? Is what I'm asking myself every single time!
I smile on the outside but I'm hurt and broken inside! I tried to feel happy, I tried to fit in.
But no matter what I do, it's seems like, no can do. I have friends, I know. I wanted to tell them; tell them that I can no longer take it all anymore! That, I wanted to die......
Every night, I sat by the corner listening to music; thinking it'll wash the pain away. But no! I can't relax. I can't laid back. For the reason the voices won't stop!
My thoughts are killing me! It's like being murdered while myself could only tear up saying;
"I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!!! IM TIRED. IM BROKEN! IT'S KILLING ME AND IT HURTS!!! I CAN'T...... I CAN'T ANYMORE....... IM SORRY, IM NOT STRONG. IM SORRY, I LET YOU DOWN. FORGIVE ME........"
But what am I supposed to do? I'm tired. I'm tired of living. I'm tired trying to be happy hiding the pain I'm keeping. I'm tired seeing myself dissipate..... Maybe, if I die...... It'll all disappear letting the burdens I've carried this many years be lifted. I'm sorry; forgive me......
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𝗕𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗕𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 (𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝟭)
Non-FictionThis story is just all about quotes in life, inspiring quotes of ups and downs. And might be more as you read by.
