Breaking beautiful

Chapter 6

Jane

It has been two weeks since I haven't gone to work. She's been calling and texting me and I haven't replied, yet she still sends me money. Money that I haven't worked for, I spend most of my time doing school work and exercise.

I know I should tell her that I plan on quitting, but I'm scared. Some people would say " Hey stop being a chicken and tell her you quit, it's not that hard" . Well for me it it's ,I was never the bold kid or the confident one. I always had trouble with those sorts of things ,and it didn't help that I have crippling Anxiety and panic attacks. I have learned ways and technic around then, but there still there eating me up inside slowly dragging me into a deep hole.

I'm laying in bed with my knees towards my chest, listening to the rain fall outside as it pours. I love the rain, the sound, smell, the feeling of it. Really helps me , it calms me, overall the rain and I and Besties. I was starting to close my eyes when I heard my phone ring. I knew who it was from I didn't even have to see caller ID it's been the same person every time.

I sighed then took the phone in my hand, and watched as it continued ringing. Then it stopped, I was going to put it back down when it started up again. I scrunched my nose with disapproval, she kept calling repeatedly. I was starting to worry, she only ever called twice that's it, but now this was something else. Just as I was about to pick up the called ended, I was waiting for the next call but nothing. That's in till I hear a loud banging on my door that startled me making me jump out of bed and run to the door.

As I reached the door handle, i hesitated a bit before I unlocked it. The door flew open and in she came in, slamming the door shut. Her face was fuming with anger and her fists were clench so tight I could see a vein protruding out. "WHAT THE HELL!! JANE " she yelled, I felt tears prick my eyes. " I'm so-" she cut me off by roughly pushing me up against the wall so hard the wind knocked out of me. Her hand were wrapped around my throat tightly " Why were you ignoring me" she seethe, her eyes locked on with mines  never looking away, she began to add more pressure " ANSWER ME BITCH" she yelled, I squirmed and whimper trying to pull her hand from my neck. Streams of tears flow out my eyes as my lips quiver in fear " I-I want t-to quit, I-I don't want to work for you anymore" i looked down I couldn't look her in the eyes I was to afraid of her reaction.

She let go of my neck and back away , I took a deep breath of relief, then turned my face towards her. I then heard a small chuckle, that witch became louder with full on laughter. She wiped a tear from her eyes from laughing to hard. The hole thing was making me more uncomfortable , I played with my hands in fear.

"Come here" she said said with a big smile on her face but looked more like a smirk, arms stretch out for a hug , but her eyes were telling me a different story in them" come.. it's ok" biting my lips, I walked towards her slowly then enter her embrace. She began to pet and stroke my hair " your so beautiful you know that" she whispered, as her other hand made its way down my hips, rubbing small circle. She removed her hand that was stroking my hair and grabbed my chin light. Starring at her pricing eyes I could see her pupils expand, then without warning she placed her lips on to mine.

I was frozen at the sudden contact, she kept moving her lips trying to force a way in, then suddenly her hands grabbed my ass. From the sudden surprise my mouth open involuntary, "Mmmh" I moan at how her tongue dance with mine, I could feel her lips rise into a smirk. "You like that baby" she said seductively , then again without my consent, felt her fondle my breast. Good thing I was warring a bra, otherwise she would feel my harden nipples. " Ahhh, mmh" biting my lips harder trying to keep it under control, her lips moved onto my neck,wear she attacked it slowly. Making me whine for more contact, wanting her to do it harder, the teasing was driving me crazy.