𝘞𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯!

Ring ring

Finished work for the day I unlocked the door to my apartment. Finally I had gotten away from that evil man I once called father..it took guts but I went to the police station and filed a report of child abuse and verbal assault. My brother moved to America and got his own life, while I went to Ireland. It was a big change but I liked how fresh the air was...the weather was a bit annoying sometimes though, there wasn't a lot of short sleeve or skirt weather.

I changed into sweats and plopped onto the couch with a spice bag in my hand. Today hit the three year mark. After about a month after I got forced to leave my home I felt like a burden to the people I was friends with, like the only reason they made contact with me was because they felt bad for me..so I stopped making contact with everyone slowly, once again, I had no friends or family it was just me, my empty apartment and stupid job I never enjoyed.

Finishing my food I tidied up and went to bed. Looking through Instagram, stalking Sua, Suho, Im ju, taehoon and all the rest...even han seojun. Everyone of them hung out together now. They all matured and even sujin was best friends with them after all that school drama. They would eat out every Friday and go to pubs or clubs on Saturdays, they had work during the week but they loved what they did, I was happy the boys got back into music again and Seojun and Suho produced a duo song last year, jugeong didn't hide her beautiful face anymore and everyone knew the real her now. She always hated her face but I thought it was lovely and natural, 'you were born to be human, not to be perfect'.

Being completely honest I was jealous of everyone's lives back in Korea, sometimes I think about trying to make contact but I feel like it would just be awkward. At night I have typed messages to their numbers but deleted it right before sending.

Laying in bed thinking about my past life for the last two hours makes my eyes tired and I get sleepy. Slowly I drift off to the one place I don't feel lonely, anxious or depressed..the back of my eyelids.

Sua pov:
"WOOHOOOOO" Jugeong screams taking another shot "You...little woman have had enough" Suho giggles and then falls over his own foot landing on the floor. "Suhooshbb" jugeong slurs and plops next to him landing on her bum. "IM BACKKKK" Seojun shouts walking into the room. "Who's that?" We look over to a brunette girl, she slightly looked like y/n not gonna lie. "Oh- I don't know?" He pushes her away and she walks off offended.

Three more drinks later and five more shots our heads are pounding and stomachs churning. Barley standing we end up on the beach near by. "YOU KNOW WHO I MISS?" Suho shouts "lower voice your- that came out wrong" Seojun pats suhos back giggling to himself. "Who?" I quiz "Y/NNNNN!!" He sings out her name. The group fell silent thinking of the girl who everyone loved. She always enlightened the group with her smile and laugh, although she was also sassy, in her eyes you could see something. I don't know what it was but I always wondered what her secret was. She would fight for her friends and all the boys had a crush on her though she always thought of herself in a bad way.

"Y/n..." sujin whispers "do you think she ever wonders about us?" Taehoon slurs clearly drunk "probably" I mumble "but why think of her now? Huh. She never once tried to make contact so why bother over someone who doesn't care, she never did" Seojun snaps and walks off going home.

Suho turns back to the group "he never forgave her for walking out all those years ago. He says 'she tried to walk back into our life like nothing happened as if she knows everything about him" Remembering 'the story' we all stare at the sand. "Should we uhm- text her? Or call maybe?" I look around uncertain "we don't even know where she is right now. She could be dead for all we know" "YAH TAEHOON! Don't scare me like that" I smack his arm. Then suddenly I hear the quiet sound of a phone ringing.

"Hello?" A groggy voice, just woken up, spoke on the other end..my eyes widened as I looked at Suho. "Hello! Who's this?"  She spoke again....