Ni-ki has depression and feels like no one cares about him. Until he meets this bright ball of Sunshine. Little did he know his Sunshine was not as bright and happy as he seemed.
⚠️ Warning ⚠️ will have unhealthy coping mechanisms.
Ni-ki's pov: Hi my name is Ni-ki I'm 16 years old and I have depression. I'm from Japan we moved to Seoul about 1 year ago. I just live with my mom. I don't know where my dad is. But I love dancing and performing on stage. I auditioned for a show called I-land where I could become the next biggest Idol. Today is when I go to I-land. I can't wait to meet new people. I hope there are a lot of pretty and cute guys there. Yes you guessed it I'm gay. I was bullied because of it. But I don't want to have to be someone I'm not. My mom supports me no matter what. I love her so much!!" I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13. And it was really hard. ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ I used to cut myself. I was getting ready and this is what I'm wearing:
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After I got ready I went downstairs and told my mom that I loved her and went outside to wait for a car to come pick me up. When the car got here I put my bag in the trunk and got in the car. My friends that are going to be performing with me are here. "Hi Hanbin Hyung and Nicholas Hyung" I said while smiling at them. "Hi Ni-ki are you excited?" "Yes but I'm also nervous." "Yeah me to but we got this." I just nodded and smiled.
Sunoo's pov: Hi my name is Sunoo I'm 18 years old and I love singing. I may seem bright and happy all the time but in reality I have depression. I don't like showing that side off me. I want to be seen has a happy person. I'm from Korea and both of my parents died when I was 4 years old. So since then I have been living with my grandma. I love her so much!! She's the reason why I auditioned for I-land. I was doing my morning routine and started to look for an outfit. This is what I picked out:
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After I got done getting ready I went downstairs and saw my grandma in the kitchen. I smiled and hugged her she smiled and hugged me back. After I told her goodbye and I love you I went outside. When I got outside I waited for the car to come pick me up. When the car got there I put my stuff in the trunk and got in the car. My friends that were performing with me were in the car. "Hi Jake Hyung and EJ Hyung." "Hi Sunoo, are you nervous?" "Yes very much so!" "So am I but we got this." I just nodded my head and smiled. When we got there we had to walk through the forest to get to the I-land building. "Wow it's so big!!" I said while my mouth was wide open. "I know right" Jake Hyung said. When we got to the front door it was so big. Then the door opened and it scared us. We walked through the hallway and found a stage. The stage moved forward and we all said woah. When we got off the of the moving stage we sat down. "This place is amazing" I said while looking around in awe.
Ni-ki's pov: When we were walking through the forest I was getting more and more nervous. "Calm down Ni-ki it's ok" Hanbin Hyung said. I just smiled at him and he smiled back. When we got to the I-land building I was speechless. We walked up to the door and tryed to figure out how to get in when the door opened and scared us. We started walking to through the hallway and came to way we saw 3 people already here. There was this one who was so freaking adorable. We got off of the moving stage. We said hi and bowed to the three other guys. I went up and held my head out to the cute one. We shook hands and I said "Hi I'm Ni-ki" "Nice to meet you Ni-ki I'm Sunoo." He said as while being shy. Cute I said to myself. I introduced myself to the other 2 and went to sit by Hanbin and Nicholas Hyung. Sunoo's pov: Ni-ki is so handsome and sweet. I said while smiling to myself. I looked up and saw Ni-ki staring at me. I looked away blushing and smiling shyly. When all the other guys we sitting down. A man's voice came in through the I-land system and scared all of us. We had to preform to see who will get to go to the I-land dorms. Then it was Ni-ki's and his groups turn to preform. Omg he is an amazing dancer. I was smiling wide throughout the entire performance. When they were done we all clapped and everyone voted Ni-ki and Nicholas to go to the I-land dorms. Then after a few more performances it was our turn. Ni-ki's pov: It was Sunoo's turn to preform. I can't wait to see what he does. Awe he is doing Crown by TXT. He is so freaking adorable!! Wow he has amazing voice!! I was smiling through the entire performance. When they were done performing we started clapping then we had to vote. When Sunoo's name what called I put my hand up. Sunoo and Jake got enough votes to go to I-land. After the other performances those who got enough votes to go to the I-land dorms went there. And the ones who didn't went to the ground. When we got there they told us we have to choose 4 people to leave I-land and the people who got the most votes go to the ground. After we were done voting we sat and waited to see who stays and who leaves. When Sunoo's name or mine was not called I was so freaking happy. After the 4 that went to the ground left the rest of us went upstairs to eat. But I didn't see Sunoo eating and that made me worried. "Hey Sunoo why aren't you eating!?" "Oh I'm just not hungry." "Are you sure!?" "Yes I'm fine I promise." "Ok..."
