My Sunshine

My Sunshine pt.2

The next morning Sunoo's pov:

When I woke up I wasn't in a happy mood. Not like a grumpy mood more like a sad mood. I got out of bed to do my morning routine. When I was done getting ready I went to the kitchen and down at the table. Ni-ki put his hand on my shoulder. I looked up at him. He was smiling at me. "Smile for me please!" "Why?" "Because I need my daily dose of your Lovely Sunshine." I rolled my eyes but smiled any way. Thank you Ni-ki for making me less sad. I got up and went to the practice room. Ni-ki came in a few minutes after. He just was standing there staring at me. I turned around and said "What?" "Nothing, you just look really cute today." I started blushing, I looked down shyly and said "T-thank y-you." "Your welcome Sunshine" he said making me blush even more.

Time skip to after practice:

We all went upstairs and went to the kitchen. Everyone else got something to eat but me. "Hey Sunoo why are you not eating?" "I'm just not hungry." "We practiced for 2 hours, and your not hungry?" "Yeah" "Okay but if you need anything I'm here, okay?" "Okay thank you Ni-ki." "No problem Sunshine" he said while smiling at me and I smiled back.

Ni-ki's pov:
There are only 12 I-landers left. Of course me and Sunoo are one of them. But I'm getting worried Sunoo is barely eating. I go to Sunoo's dorm. "Hey Sunoo, what are you doing?" "Um.. washing my face." "Can I come in?" "NO no" "Why?" "Because I don't have a shirt on." "So we're both guys." I didn't hear him say no so I went in.

Sunoo's pov:
When I heard Ni-ki coming in I turned around. He laughed and turned me around to face him.
⚠️Warning⚠️
Shit please don't look at my arms and writs. He looked down and grabbed my hand and took it off my wrist.  He looked back up at me. He put his hand on my cheek. "Sunoo" I fell to the ground and Ni-ki instantly started hugging me. "Sunshine..." "I'm so sorry" "No don't be sorry... Come here" Ni-ki pulled me into his lap. And rubbed his hand on my back while I had my face in his neck. He started rocking back and forth to help calm me down.

"Ni-ki fix it" he nodded and stood up with me still in his arms and sat me on the counter. "Sorry if it hurts Sunshine." I just nodded and put my head down. "All done" he said while smiling a little bit. I looked up at him and smiled a little bit. "Let's go get you some new clothes. Okay?" "Okay..I said softly. Ni-ki picked me up off the counter and went to my closet. "Okay, pink or yellow Sunshine?" "Yellow" I mumbled in his neck. He just nodded and picked out a black sweatpants.

He walked back in the bathroom and put me on the counter. "Is it okay for me to change you or do you want to do it Sunshine?" "Can you do it please?" I said while pouting. Ni-ki laughed a little bit. "Of course pretty Sunshine!" He said while smiling. I blushed and looked down at my lap. He giggled and said "Hands up Sunshine." I put my hands up and he put a white under shirt on. Then he put on my hoddie. After he put on my hoddie he pinched my cheek.

Ni-ki started talking off my pants and when I was looking down I looked at my wrists and started crying again. Ni-ki had just finished putting my pants on when I started crying. He immediately picked me up in his arms. "Sunshine what's wrong!?" "I just thinking about how I cut my myself back then."

"You are going to be ok Sunshine." He walked to my bed and sat down with me still in his lap. I don't plan on leaving it any time soon. After a when I calmed down. Ni-ki put his fingers under my chin and made me look up at him. "Are you okay now Sunshine?" I just nodded my head.

Ni-ki smiled sadly and put his hand on my cheek.
"If you need someone to talk to or even cry to I'm here, okay Sunshine?" "Okay" "Promise me one thing Sun." "What?" "Try.. try to resist the urge I know it's hard as hell but don't give in. You have been doing well just keep doing what you are doing. I believe in you, and if you ever feel like you need to relieve your stress or depression, cut me instead of yourself." "I can't believe I have someone in my life like you." "Why?" "Because you are an amazing person and so talented...I don't deserve you!" "Sunoo don't say that you deserve have everything you want and more."

He said while looking into my eyes. I love his eyes so much. The more time I spend with him the more he is making me fall in love with him. "I'm tired" we laid down and Ni-ki put my head on his chest. "Good night Sunshine" he said while kissing my head. I blushed a little and said "Nighty night Ni-ki" I heard him laugh and soon enough we both drifted into dream land.