XO -Max || h.s a.u

6.5

-Maxelle-

I've convinced that Tydes job isn't a real job. I mean the last time he was this grumpy and secluded was after he came home from trying to find mum.

That's what I think he's doing now. I've tried calling him already today but he didn't pick up. Sometimes I'd call him hoping he wouldn't so I could listen to the happy Tyde on his voicemail.

"'Hey, you've reached Tyde. Voice mail cost money so be interesting. Byyyye.'

At the tone, record your message"

Then it would beep and I'd hang up to call again. I'm not gonna lie I miss him. Alot. But maybe one day he will come home with the good news that he found my mum. She's out there somewhere right?

I started to write to mum about how there was no coffee in the house but I got bored. It's so hard to write down everything that happened and how I felt.

I mean what if we never find her? Then what? All these letters are a waste of time. But that being said doesn't mean I'm going to stop writing them. I'll only stop if I'm given proof we won't find her.

Living with Harry has gotten easier. I think it was difficult in the first place because I was being uptight about everything. Like

He just wants to get in my pants.

He's a boy must be an asshole.

Can't trust him he's got a dick.

I didn't realize how stupid that was of me to think and act like I did. I mean Harry is possibly the sweetest most caring human I know.

Like the other day, he opened every door I was going through. He always would ask how I was because of Tyde being gone so long. He called my work to convince them to give me a promotion. And I did.

What guy does that?

The first time I got wasted, and I mean wasted, I woke up to a glass of water and advil with a note that read;

"Rough night rookie?

;) H."

This kid is unbelievable.

Niall on the other hand, is the best and worst person to play Fifa with. That guy is all or nothing. I mean it.

We played for hours until he won more match than me evenly. Best 2 out of 3 changed to best 29 out of 32.

That's probably not right but whatever. I think moving in was the best thing we've done.

If Tyde comes home with information on my mom then it couldn't get any better.

All I can do is cross my fingers and eat Ben and Jerry's. 

(I just like the ice cream so I thought I'd throw that in.)

Just come home safe Tyde. Please, for me.