This world is killing me// Wesley Stromberg

Chapter five

When Wes dropped me off I could see the living room lights on. Shit I'm so dead uhg I wish I could just run away and be care free but I would have no where to go. When I walked in the door my dad was sitting in his chair waiting for me. Oh god he looked scary.

"Do you know what time it is?" Was the first thing that came out of his mouth and before I could answer he spoke again. "Probably not because you've been tramping around with some boy" he sounded disgusted."well it's almost 1:30".

"I'm so sorry dad I shouldn't have been out it won't happen again I promise" my voice sounded weak like I was begging for him to not hurt me.

"I know it won't" he glared at me. "oh and by the way I made you some tea" he handed me a cup. What the hell this was creepy was he being nice to me for once? I didn't question him though and took the mug in fear he might hurt me if I reject.

I took a sip of it and it was cinnamon. My favorite. This was so weird something very strange was going on and I didn't quite understand it. After a few sips I set it down on the kitchen counter and headed for my bedroom.

"I'm going to bed" i announced to my dad in monotone.

Right when I entered my room I felt fatigued. Gosh I got tired really fast well it is almost 2 so I should be getting tired. I yawn and my eyes started to drifted. I am extremely unusually tired. I sat down on my bed in fear of passing out and hitting my head on something. And then it dawned on me that my dad had put something in my tea. Shit.

Every second I got sleepier and sleepier and that's when I heard his foot steps coming down the hall and then my bedroom door opening. I couldn't move it was like I was fast asleep but totally conscious. My dad walked over to me and then crawled on top of me.

"You know what. Because you were already tramping around with some random boy what will it matter if you have a little more fun" he whispered in my ear in an evil voice. He started to pull my clothes off of me one by one until I was completely exposed. And that's all I remember after that I completely dosed off.

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When I woke up I was completely nude and that's when everything from last night hit me. He raped me yet again. Surprise surprise. Sadly ever since my mom left this is a very common experience for me. I just wish I could tell someone but who would I tell Wes? Yea no he probably would be utterly disgusted and never talk to me again.

My thoughts were interrupted by a loud crashing noise then my dad barging into my room. " I'm going out of town for business for 3 days I want this house fucking perfect by the time I get back and if I find out you were out with boys you know what will happen." All I could do is cringe under my covers and give a slight head nod. And with that he left slamming both mine and the front door.

I don't know what he meant by make the house perfect because it looked spotless last night. I jumped out of bed, threw my robe on and went out into the living room to see what I had to make perfect. "THAT BASTARD" i screamed at the top of my lungs.

He left this place a fucking pig stye on purpose. There was broken glass everywhere, mud all over the floor, food all over the counters, dishes piled to the top of the sink and don't even get me started on his room. It's like he took ever article of clothing he had and just threw it on the ground. What a monster. "Might as well start cleaning" I let out a sigh.

Right when I was about to begin cleaning there was a loud knock at the door. Who the hell comes to someone's house at 8 in the morning. When I opened the door I saw Wesley wow he's gorgeous and that smile I could stare it all day. AND IM STANDING HERE IN A ROBE! I slam the door in his face seeing his expression go from smile to a frown real quick. I reopened the door just a little bit so I could stick my head out. "Wait right here I'll be right back" I tried to say in the sweetest voice I could and gave him a reassuring smile before slamming the door again.

I ran to my room in search of actually close to wear. I putt on a pair of my favorite sweats and my sublime shirt. There we go now I'm not naked anymore.

I ran back to the door and opened it right away. "Hi Wes" I smiled.

"Hi you look beautiful by the way" he smiled and gave me a hug which I was not expecting.

"I would ask you to come in and hang out but my house is a mess and my dad is making me clean it spotless" I made an annoyed look which Wes laughed at.

"What if I helped you clean" he leaned against the door frame.

"I mean if you want to" I smirked at him. I'm so thankful right now that my dad isn't home and he won't be for a couple of days. When he's gone my life is so much better.

Wes stepped into my house and his eyes went wide. "What the hell happened in here" he half shouted as he turned to look at me.

"My dad, that's what happened" I scoffed and walked straight going toward the thrashed living room in my house.

"What do you mean your dad?" His stare had a questioning look.

"He did it on purpose so I would have to stay home and fix it and so I couldn't go out and have fun" tears started to fill my eyes but I pushed them back before Wes saw.

"What a dick well maybe his destruction is a blessing in disguise"

"What do you mean?"

"Who said you can't have fun while cleaning let's make the best out of the situation" he smiled grabbing my hand and pulling toward my kitchen to start our cleaning adventure.