This world is killing me// Wesley Stromberg

Chapter two

Alison's POV:

I skated home as fast as I could in fear my dad would be awake already. It was 8:13 I was suppose to be home at 8:00 and have breakfast on the table by 8:30. I hope I could make it home in time and make it look like I had never left. I ran into the abandon shed on the side of our house and threw my both my boards down. I ran inside the house as fast as possible but I looks like he was already awake and waiting for me.

"Where the hell have you been!" He stood from his chair and approached me. He has know idea that I skate or surf or do anything with my life. Ever since my mom had left us 4 years ago he expects me to fill her spot. I cook for him take care of him clean the house do laundry, I do everything a mom is suppose to do. I mean I guess it would be fine if that was it but no I not only do all that for him but he also molests me, rapes me and because he blames me for her disappearance he also beats me. I would give anything to get out of this hell hole but I don't know how he basically has me trapped. I've tried to get a job but I can never keep them because I'm not allowed to leave the house and also I hadn't finished high school so it was very difficult.

"Um I was out looking for breakfast" I squeaked out hoping he would believe me.

"Where the fuck is the food then?" He shouted back.

"Um I uh I did see anything that you would like so I uh decide to just come back and make eggs and bacon" I was trying quick to cover my ass.

"Get the fuck on it then I'm starving" he grabbed me by my shirt and pushed towards the kitchen in a rough manor.

After I made the devil HIS food, emphasis on his im not allowed to eat any food I make him thats probably why I'm so skinny, I cleaned everything up and went to my room. We didn't have much money our house was very small. Although it was tiny like the ocean my bedroom was my sanctuary. I had a few poster here and there mostly sublime related. Sublime is my favorite band in the entire world without them I think I might be dead right now.

Once in my room I closed the door and jumped on my bed. All I could think about were those boys today. They were so adorable. Well correction the Keaton boy was adorable the other one, wes, was really hot. But i could never be with either of them because of who I was and who they were. They were rich and attractive with everything going for them while I was poor ugly and was going no where in life.

I know I told them I would be back tomorrow morning but I don't think I should risk it I mean my dad is already suspicious and I don't want to get beat. Maybe in a few days. I hope I don't disappoint those boys. Oh who am I kidding they probably don't even remember me even though it's only been a few hours. I'm an easily forgotten person.

But little did Alison know wes couldn't get his mind off her. He want to know everything and anything there was to know about her.

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Next morning still Alison's POV:

Last night sucked! After I accidentally burnt the dinner my father went ape shit. He told me that I was worthless and he wished I had never been born. After shouting at me for an hour he went from verbal abuse to physical. He threw me around like a rag doll yelling about how he wished I was the one that disappeared not mom. Once I got lose of his grip I ran straight to my room locking the door. The rest of the night I listen to my sublime albums and cried myself to sleep. At Least today my dad has work at 3 so I only have to go through breakfast and lunch.

When I looked over to the clock it was 8:10. I swung my legs over the edge of the bed slowly standing up. I immediately walk to my mirror examining my body. Although my arms were all beat up and bruised it was a good thing my face looked normal. After putting on a long sleeve I ate a little made breakfast and then went back to my room. I repeated the same thing for lunch and then finally the bastard left and I was finally alone.

I decided since he wouldn't be back until probably after midnight I would go to the beach and just relax for a little. And that's what I did. I rode my skateboard down to the beach where I met Wes and Keaton and sat in the sand watching the waves break and the water ebb. Wow the ocean was so incredible. I wish I could do this every day.

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Thank you so much for reading. I'm just getting started so it may seem a bit slow but I hope you enjoyed. Oh by the way at the top is her dad.