Is she in to me?

Revealing My Secret

It's summer of 2014 and I'm about to start freshman year of high school. To be honest, I'm kinda scared. No one knows my secret not even my closest friends, Aria, Hanna or Spencer. I still don't know if Ali knows. Last week she caught me kissing that one Samantha chick. Damn she was hot but, I have my heart set on one girl only. The one and only Santana Lopez. She is smart, funny and a little bit sarcastic, I love that about her. There's only one problem.... she's 19 and I'm only 15
(Walking down the hallway at school)
Hey Em, wait up
Hey Aria
So... how's the dating life
um.... Ben and I broke up yesterday
Oh... I'm sorry, do you have your eyes set on anyone?
No, I wanted to wait a while until I am ready to find another lover
Okay hun, just hope you feel better
Thanks
By the way we are meeting at Spencer's at 5 tonight
Okay bye
God that was close. I think in about roughly a week or so I can tell Aria, Spencer and Hanna about my sexuality and about Santana. I know I can ask Alison for help, she always knows what to do
(Distinguishes Ali from a group of blondes in the hallway)
Hey, Ali
Hey, babe
What are you doing today
Oh nothing, why?
I need to talk to you about you know what... in private please
(Whispers) your dating life
Yeah
How about you meet me at my house after school
Thanks so much:)
You can always count on me dear.
Okay so I have 2 more periods to go through until the end of the day. Luckily they are my favorite classes English and Spanish, granted they are probably the classes that are easiest. Today in English Mr. Mekson is making us read "Lord of the Flies" honestly it's the most horrible book. One thing it's too slow and it has no action and another thing, it's has no silver linings. I don't know why we have to read it. I am sure we won't be doing anything special in Spanish besides it comes really easy to me... probably because of my Latin background
(In 6th period Spanish)
I feel like I should write her a letter, no not just any letter it has to be a love letter. Since I'm done with my work, I will start writing it now.
Dear Ms Santana Lopez,
I don't think you remember me but, I met you while I was working at the Rear Window Brew. I am writing to ask you if you wanted to go out sometime. Your eyes always sparkle like the stars at night, you have a body of a sex goddess and when I hear your voice it's like angels are coming down to earth. And might I add you have abs of steel, a friend told me that..
I'm sorry if this bothered you I just needed to get my thoughts out.
Love Emily F.
As soon as I finished writing the letter the bell rang (walks towards the door, drops the letter and then Aria picks it up).
Later that day at Alison's house.
Okay so about what you wanted to talk about
Yeah, I wanted to ask you what your thoughts about Santana Lopez are?
She's a cold hearted bitch'
Hey! She is very kind hearted and really honest.
A little too honest.
Whatever, will you look over this letter I wrote for her?
Sure l, let me see it
(Digs into her purse to find the letter is not there)
Oh my god where is it?
What... where is what?
It was a love letter
Do you remember where you had it last?
I had it in my hand at the end of the day I must have dropped it out of my hands
Oh dear!
I just hope no one sees it.