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Rant #2

Ok, so the above photo I took when I was watching Tobuscus (lol) and it randomly paused in the middle of the video and my friend and I were laughing for like ten minutes. I thought it was really funny. It's kind of a double rant but enjoy ;D.

Anyways...

Rant #2:

Two things to cover today! First things first. Ok, it's currently 10:15 p.m. here in Nevada and it's Friday the 13th. NOTHING BAD HAS HAPPENED TO ME TODAY!!!! I swear this actually has to be one of the best days I've ever had! I really don't get all of the superstitions! I mean, of you walked up to me and said (or muttered),"Oh, I better make sure that I didn't throw any hats on the bed or open any umbrellas inside or step on any cracks or knock on wood or see any black cats today!" I would just look at you and be like 'What the actual fuck?'. I just don't get it!!!!! Who came up/ comes up with this shit? I don't know anymore!!!!!!!!! Why?!?!?!?!?! Secondly, tomorrow is Valentine's Day. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't rub it in other people's faces if you have a boyfriend and they don't! So lately, most of my friends have either gotten a boyfriend, have a boyfriend, or are trying to get a boy. My friend Amber is perfectly capable of getting Vincent or Vinny to go out with her! Faith has her sense of humor, Maddie has her sarcasm, Amber is drop-dead GORGEOUS, and Lexi is really smart! What do they all have in common? They either have boyfriends or are perfectly capable of getting one! Every time I've told someone I like them, they either run the other direction (not kidding. This happened 5 times) or they tell me they don't like me. I'm honest about my feelings and my emotions are so very fragile that they get broken every time I get rejected. Every single time I tell someone I like them, I'm rejected! What is it about me? Am I not pretty enough? (I'll put a picture of me up instead of the Tobuscus pic) Am I to controlling? Is it my personality? I don't know! I just want a boyfriend! There are four guys that I like and i do not want to tell them I like them because of my past experiences. Valentines Day is just a mixture of sadness, depression, and falseness rolled into a ball and that is thrown at lonely people. It's quite depressing.

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So yeah! Happy Frickin' Valentines Day!

❤️ CiCi ❤️