SWY Written By: Ms. A Kim

Chapter 9: Jimin's secret

Jimin's POV:

I hide away from Jungkook when we finally reached the garden. When he turned his back to probably ask me, I sent my message to him. He looked kinda surprised, but after a while he smiled and went to the area. Then, I turned my back. As I find my way out of the garden, each steps feels like a heavier. I don't understand. Why? Why am I feeling this way?

*Why does it hurt? What's wrong with you, Jimin?*- I asked myself as I held onto my chest that's aching badly.

"You're jealous, don't you?"- it's Yoongi hyung who's relaxing his body on the wall. While his eyes is close.

*Did he saw everything? Is he there the whole time? Impossible, this man would never care for me. I shrugged it off then attempted to go inside.*

"You're pretending that you're okay with them being together. You even made a way to make them reconcile from one another, but deep inside* he pointed at my heart* you're broken. Your heart is screaming for one of them to love you too. Isn't it?"-his tone is more intimidating and serious right now.

"What are you trying to say hyung?"- I tried to lie. But he gripped my hands so hard not letting me to escape.

"So, let me think of it. Is it Taehyung? Your soul mate, and best friend whom you deeply care?_____ or is it the golden maknae? Jungkook, your new found baby/brother like.*then his face is just an inches away from mine. I can smell his sweet breath and scent.* But deep inside your heart, you're badly in love with him, Jungkook isn't it? And you wanted him by yourself too?"-he looked at me, teasingly.

"You don't care about it. You don't care about, what should I feel."- I then took my hands away from his grip and went inside. I was about to close my door when he went inside my room too without any words.

"Now what?!"- I shouted as, I can't control my emotions anymore.

"See?____ Tsk-tsk-tsk. Park Ji-min. You can't never hide from my radar. From the very first time, I just knew it. Three, no four years ago. You're the one who let them be apart from each other. Isn't it?"

What he had said made me frozen on my spot.

*H-how? How did he knew about it?! That's impossible! It's my ultimate secret. I am the only one who knew about it. I screwed it up! Fuck!!!*- I shouted inside of me.

"Ohh~ you look so surprised now? Do you really think that, I don't know a thing? Look, kid. I might be like a cat to a lot of people coz I like sleeping and being lazy. But that doesn't mean that, a thing can pass on me without me knowing the truth. They say, I'm like a fortune teller. Do you know why? Coz, when you're about to speak I already knew what's inside your thoughts. You're trying to reconcile them now, after ruining their bond. You're acting like an angel, isn't it all about being fake then?..."

Upon hearing his words. I finally lost it all. I can't anymore as my knees are going weak. So I just let myself to collapse on the floor. Then I cried it out.

" I'm such a foolish!... I'm sorry...*I cried* I___ don't really meant it that way. I never want Taehyung to feel alone. I loved them all. Believe me, it's just because of my anger and jealousy. But, but I never wanted to ruin them. Believe me, hyung."

Then, I felt a warm embrace. I realized, Yoongi hyung hugged me?!

"Please hyung, believe in me. There's no single day from those years that I haven't paid for my sin. I've always wanted to make it right, but I just can't find the right time. And now_____ now that, I finally found the right time. I... That's why, I did it. Believe me, I don't want to harm anyone of them... They're both precious to me. B-but, my heart is that... Is just that selfish. I can't control it... That's why, that's why I'm putting it on end right now. Don't you see?!"- I cried so hard in his arms.