Damned

Chapter 5: Pool fight ||

Vicky

The stupid Gina dared to splatter her advocado drink in my face. Fucking idiot, she should have waited  for my wrath. How dare Anna hit me, this isn't over yet. I can't believe she just told Brian my secret and now he's gonna hate me for this.

I'm squatting on the rim of the pool with my hands dipped in the water as I splatter some water in my face, to wash off the drink from my face. Brian's eyes were boring holes at my back. I got up, tucked my boob properly into my ruined bra, then twirled on my heels to confront him. He looks hurt and sad. I never knew he had feelings for me. Those I love you words still hit me real hard. I can't stop the butterflies I'm feeling in my stomach right now.

" I'll leave you two alone" Hardin says, then left immediately.

" I'm sorry" was all I could say.

" You're sorry now? but you weren't sorry when you were fucking each one of them. Who are you really?" he grimaced. His jaw and fists were clenched tightly as he narrows his eyes into slits. Fuck he's angry. Damn that stupid Anna!

" Listen, I know I don't have any excuse to give you, and I'm so sorry for lying to you and cheating on you. But I didn't know we were that serious. We only started dating to score some points with our parents".

" That was your own reason for dating me Vicky, not mine. I've always liked you from the start, going out with you, was my dream come true. Then my like for you turned into something stronger. I fell in love with you" he whispered with hurt flashed in his eyes. My eyes widened at that confession. Fuck! I really screwed up big time. I'm just a horny fucked up bitch.

" I'm sorry if I  hurt your feelings Brian" I stepped forward and got to his back, causing him to be behind me. I felt his eyes on me from behind. " I'm messed up Brian, I'm not who my parents and everyone think I am. Do you think it's easy to pretend that you're perfect? when you know deep down you're just full of shit. My parents have this sick obsession of making us perfect. They literally control our lives". I whispered without turning around to face him. I don't want him to see the pathetic tears brimming in my eyes. 'Cause yeah, I'm tired of acting perfect just to please them. Fed up with them expecting something good from me. Tired of not being who I wanna be. More sobs escaped my mouth, and I  clasped my hands over my mouth to muffle my sobs down. I'm glad he's still behind me and can't see me crying.

" You guys can still have a talk with your parents. Surely they'll listen to you. Vicky, that's lame, there's no excuse for your infidelity. I thought you were someone I could love and share my dreams with. It's over, we're done" he says curtly from behind. More sobs escapes my mouth, I'm sure he can hear me crying now. Fucking shit! I don't want us to break up, I literally feel good when I'm with him. He makes me feel special and makes me forget who I am.

So I did the only thing I could think of, the only way to tie a man down. The only way that might not want him to leave me. The only way that'll make him reconsider us. So I unhooked my bra and yanked it off. I flung the shit to the ground as I spun around to face him. I heard his sharp intake of breath as he clenched his fists by his sides. His eyes flutters close as he tries to control his breathing and urges.

I know he can't and won't be able to resist my body, it's how I know how to trap men. No man can resist me, I'm proud of the effect I have on men and like it when they drool over me. That's why I fuck them a bunch, just to prove to them that I'm a good fuck and that they can't find anyone better than me. That's lame, I know. I'm fucked up and I'm starting to see just how fucked up I am. So even though they call me a whore, I couldn't give a damn about it, 'cause I've already claimed that title long before.

" What are you doing?" he rasped, with his eyes still fixed on my bare boobs. He's trying to control himself, but I know he's dying to fuck me right now, right here. It's crazy how I'd let him fuck me in the open, couldn't give two fucks if anyone sees us. I want him so badly. I stepped closer to him and covered the gap between us, my boobs pressed against his chest as I circled my arms around his neck and tip toed on my heels to  kiss him. He wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me back slightly, so our lips couldn't connect.