Falling For you <3 - Ricky Bowen (discontinued)

9. Switch

Rickys already told me he loves me twice. I don't really know if he means it or not.

I told him the truth. I cant keep living this lie. This lie about Ricky and his feelings. If he wants to be with Nini, then i'm not getting in the way of that.

I need to talk to him. This is getting out of hand now. So i accepted,

"Lee?"
"What do you want Ricky?"
"I wanna talk to you. And reassure you."
"We have nothing to talk about."
"I'm pretty sure we do. Look, i'm sorry for everything. I shouldn't be talking about Nini."
"Yeah you shouldn't."
"Look i love you so much."
"No. You clearly don't. If you loved me just as much as you say you do, then you would stop constantly talking about your ex, and start making these memories with you. I like you Ricky, but right now, i think it's best if we leave eachother alone"
"Alecea Don't"

~ phone ends ~

He needs to realise what he has done is wrong.

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Its back at school for our next musical rehearsal.

"Okay everyone take a seat!" Said Miss Jenn.

"I have some unfortunate news to tell you all."

I was stood at the back of the room. I shouldn't really be there, because that 'unfortunate' news is about me. I just wanted to see everybody's reaction.

"I hate to say but Alecea has decided to drop out of the show."

All i heard were 'Oh my God!' and "Why?"

I also took a turn to Rickys face. I feel awful, but it's the right thing to do.

"Why? Why has Alecea just bailed on us all! She can't do that!" Nini said

God i hate her. I did this so Ricky can build his relationship back up with Nini. She should be grateful.

"She said she has some personal matters to attend to. Some serious ones Nini. So i wouldn't be so quick to judge. But now Lee has dropped out, As Nini is her understudy, She will take Gabriellas spot and perform with Ricky."

"No! I want Lee." Ricky shouted. He turned back and saw me standing there. And i ran out. And of course Ricky followed.

"Lee wait!"
"What Ricky?"
"Why drop out?"
"I told you why in your room the other day. It's your chance to rebuild your relationship with Nini."
"But i don't want to! I wanna start something with you!"
"Well i just don't think it's the right time. You clearly still have feelings for your ex. Unless you sort this out, i can't see you anymore. It's too painful."

That's all i said before walking away. I knew i wouldn't be seeing Ricky for a long time.

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The post was hurtful, but i couldn't tell him face to face. And besides he always stalks my socials, so i know for definite he'll see this.

*@rickybowen has commented on your post

Here we go. I knew he would.

He clearly doesn't love me like he says he does.

Rickys POV:

"I can't believe she quit the show. We were so good together."

"What did you do Ricky?" Red said

"Maybe talking about Nini non stop."

"There's your problem. If you want to pursue something with someone new, then you don't talk about your ex!"

"I know. I thought she wouldn't mind. But Red i love her so much!"

"We'll give her space. You will work things out."

"Your right. Well, All i need to do now is wait..."

A/N

Hey guys i know this is super short but i ran out of ideas lmao. BUT TYSM FOR 1K READS! I love you guys so much!! Also, do you like the idea of the social media posts? If not then let me know, i'll take them out :)

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