Aliyah’s POV
“Please wake up. I will do everything gumising ka lang. Mahal na mahal kita. Please gumising ka. Please be with me”, hindi ako maaaring magkamali. It’s Jim’s voice.
Then he slowly placed his hands on mine. Pinisil pisil niya ang kanang kamay ko.
“I love you and sorry for all the heartaches that I’ve caused you. Please wake up! I’m gonna take good care of you! Please be with me again”, he whispered. I can now feel his lips kissing my right hand, then suddenly naramdaman ko na lamang na may mainit na likido ang pumapatak sa kamay ko. Is he crying? But why?
“Please don’t cry. I love you and I wanna be with you”, gusto kong sabihin sa kanya but I cannot open my lips. I tried to open my eyes but, hell I can’t! What’s going on with me? Am I dead? Where I am?
“I love you…I love you..Please come back..”, humahagulgol niyang bulong. Mas hinigpitan pa niya ang hawak sa aking kamay.
Makalipas ang ilang sandali, isang nakabibinging katahimikan ang nangibabaw. Suddenly, everything went white.
I couldn’t hear Jim’s voice. I couldn’t feel his warm hands. I couldn’t smell his scent. I could not feel Jim’s presence anymore.
Jim’s POV
“Please wake up. I will do everything gumising ka lang. Mahal na mahal kita. Please gumising ka. Please be with me”,nandito ako ngayun sa tabi ng babaeng pinakamamahal ko.
She is my greatest weakness and she is also the source of my happiness. It is very hard for me seeing her to be hurt like this.
Sana ako na lang yung nakakaramdam ng hirap na nararanasan niya ngayon. Maraming tubo ang nakakabit sa kanyang katawan to help her survive; to support her breathing .
It’s been two months now since the day na ma- comatose siya. Halos hindi na ako umuuwi just to be with her.
Masyado ko na siyang nasaktan dati pero bakit hanggang ngayon ako pa rin ang dahilan ng paghihirap niya?
Kinakarma naba ako sa lahat ng kagaguhan na ginawa ko dati? Kung karma nga ito, pwede ba na ako na lang ang mahirapan?
Ako na lang sana nag nasa kalagayan niya. Para akong mamamatay na nakikita siya na nahihirapan.
“I love you and sorry for all the heartaches that I’ve caused you. Please wake up! I’m gonna take good care of you! Please be with me again”, I am holding her right hand and gently kissed it. I found myself crying. I tried to wipe all my tears, but I cannot stop my tears from falling down. I really love this woman and I cannot let her go; NOT THIS SOON----NOT IN THE PRESENT TIME NOR IN THE FUTURE!
“I love you…I love you..Please come back..”, I whispered while still holding her hand. Then, I slowly turned my head up. To my surprised, I have noticed tears coming for her eyes. I’m about to wipe her tears when the machine attached to her body produced a sound which seems to be familiar. Right away, I looked at the machine’s monitor.
Instantly, I felt numb. I cannot feel my feet. I cannot feel my whole being. All I can feel is my heart burst into pain.
“Doc! Nurse!Doc! Help her! Help her! Doc! Doc!Help her!”, I screamed while hugging her.
As quick as the light travels per second, the hospital’s doctor and nurses are all in this room to revive her life. One of the nurses, asked me to wait outside the room. I couldn’t do anything but to follow the nurse and I immediately went to the church inside the hospital.
Author’s Note: Sana nagustuhan po ninyo ito. To be honest, naiiyak ako habang sinusulat ko ang part na ito. O.A. naman na ako :D By the way, please VOTE, COMMENT and SUGGEST po ;) You are free to do so.
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