ｈｉｍ． － ｗｏｏｓａｎ

restraint.

They did it again. San could hear them through the thin walls of their parent's house. He was able to hear his sister moaning which disgusted him but hearing him always was some kind of challenge for San. It made him hard every time. 

Since he first saw his sister's boyfriend, he couldn't help but be deeply in love with him. He didn't want it, it just happened. An, obviously, one-sided love.

He quickly ran to the bathroom to get rid of his little problem down there.

San closed the door and didn't waste time getting under the cold shower. This was never supposed to happen, he thought. How could he fall in love with his sister's boyfriend?  

my life is so frustrating

He stood under the shower for god knows how long but he didn't want to leave it. He hoped his sister's boyfriend would be gone by the moment he steps out of the bathroom. He hated him for making him fall in love. He hoped he and San's sister would break up so he couldn't see him again. 

of cause, San knew that was selfish but he couldn't help himself.  

When he decided to step out of the shower, he grabbed his towel and silently hummed a song, happy that his problem down there was solved. 

He decided to brush his teeth right away, so he could straightly go to bed later and grabbed his toothbrush just like his tooth cream. 

San stood at the sink that's across from the door which means he had his back to the door. As he started brushing his teeth, he looked up at the mirror in front of him and choked at the saliva-toothpaste mix in his mouth. 

There, at the door, stood his sister's boyfriend. He slightly smiled at him through the mirror. His lightly tanned skin was sweaty and San could see his abs since he didn't wear a shirt. His hair was messy and his lips looked slightly swollen. 

San didn't move. He just couldn't. He knew he would get hard again if he kept staring at him like this but it didn't help. San couldn't take his eyes off Wooyoung's well-shaped body.

"Sorry, I just wanted to take a quick shower," the boy said and laughed awkwardly due to San checking out his whole body. San never heard his voice before so he was a little bit taken back by its sound. It kind of sounded...cute. 

He snapped out of his thoughts and nodded hesitantly when he realized that he had been staring at the handsome stranger in a weird way. 

Like In a trance, he turned around and left the bathroom. The younger male stared at San's chest and stomach and gulped, as the pink-haired passed him.

San was confused by that but went back to his room quickly.

As he stood in front of his mirror, he realized why the other looked at him. He wasn't wearing a shirt. 

San blushed madly while staring at his reflection in his mirror. He was too distracted by his sister's boyfriend's appearance, to realize that he was half-naked as well.

"oh my gosh, I totally hate my life," he said, semi-loud to himself while letting his body fall onto his mattress. He stared at his ceiling and tried to get the other's body and his appearance out of his mind but no matter what he did, his visual seemed to be burned into sans mind.

how can anybody be that attractive?! 

The boy seriously was Sans type, like in every way and every aspect. 

he fell asleep by mumbling about how hard his life is.

-

"SAN! WAKE UP!" San hectically sat up. "wha-" He wanted to ask but before he could, his sister emptied a bucket full of ice hold water over his head. "Good morning," she said and gave san an evil smile before leaving. 

San groaned in annoyance as he was laying in his bed, the cold water slowly soaking the mattress, as he debated if he should just drop out of school to become a stripper because then, he could just go back to sleep. But like every morning, he decided against it and slowly got out of bed. 

He chose blue jeans and an oversized hoodie to wear and made his way to the kitchen where his whole family sat. 

"Morning sannie" his mom happily said and the male just smiled. 

"I sorry we came back late yesterday, we had a lot of work to do. What did you guys do yesterday?" She asked and looked at San and his sister expectantly. 

"Seoyeon's Boyfriend came over and they fu-" san said but before he could finish his sentence, his sister spilled her cereals all over the table. Their mother hectically got up to grab tissues. "Seoyeon! Why can't you not make a mess for once?!" their father angrily said because the newspaper he was reading got wet and san added, "Yes yeon-a why can't you?" while looking at her with a stern glance. 

She just smiled apologetically. A very fake smile in san's opinion. She always acts innocent and nice in front of their parents but when they weren't around, she was a monster in san's eyes

their relationship to eachother has never been good. They always fought and never had memoriable memories together. It all worsened when San came out as gay to her. It was when they were on vacation in japan and San just really had the urge to tell someone.

Under different conditions, he probably would have told his bestfriend Yunho but since he was in Japan, that was no option. He knew Yunho would'nt judge him since the other had a boyfriend and was pansexual. But he was stupid and told his sister. 

Their relationship was like hell after that. She blackmailed him with his secret and he was having a hard time. But now, that he knows that his 15 years old sister was having a two years older boyfriend and they had sex regulary, the male had something he could blackmail his sister as well. So they were kind of blackmailing each other.