The Book Of You And I

chapter 1

Dear diary, 8/24

Today was the first day of high school. Me and Logan rode to school together and had most of our classes together. That makes me soooo happy because then we can talk to each other and sit near each other all threw class. Logan is my best friend in the whole wide world and i have no idea what i would do with out him.

Dear diary, 9/30

Logan got a girlfriend today... I don't know why but it kinda hurt to see him with her. None of his girlfriends ever bothered me before so i don't know why this one has.

Dear diary, 10/10

I was talking to Angela today about Logan and she said something very strange. She thinks i like Logan. Can you believe that. Me like Logan, that's like the craziest thing I've ever heard. No that i think about sometimes i do sound like i like him. But hes my best friend that's just how best friends talk about each other, right?

Dear diary, 11/26

Ughhh... I haven't been able to stop thinking about Logan. All because last night i has this stupid dream about him last night. In the dream we kissed, and not like a quick peck, like a full on kiss. And now because of it i cant stop thinking about him.

Dear diary, 12/25

Logan's girlfriend broke up with him today, ya, she broke up with him on christmas. I know this sounds bad but i was very happy. Ugh... Im finally gonna admit it ok... I like Logan, a lot. He makes me feel so happy and warm. Ugh, i wish i didn't tho because i know he'll never want me.

Dear diary, 12/31

Okay, ima bout to go to Logan's house for new years. Today im going to tell him how i feel. I just don't how ima do it yet. Ugh, i need to stop overthinking. I just really hope he likes me back.

Dear diary... 1/1

She kissed him. That bitch kissed him right infront of me. Who tf does that. Ughhhhhhh. I wish i would have told him earlier before she even got here but i was too afraid. God i wish i would have told him. Oh no i hear riley coming down the hall. He probably wants to leave for my house already. Were having a sleep iver at my house. Mostly cause of the liquor.

January 1st 1:02 am
Logan's POV

Why was she even here. Leah looked so hurt too. She cant just come over to my house after breaking up with me and expect me to take her back. And it doesnt matter anyway cause i finally realized my feelings for Leah. Well ive known for a while and i kinda dated Ariana to forget about her but to be honest it didnt really work.

I walked into my room and i saw leah stick something into her jacket. Ahh that must be her diary.

"Ready?" I said leaning agents the door.

"Oh ya ima ready." She said wiping what looked like a tear from her cheek.

Shes been crying? Is it because of ariana? No no it couldnt be.

I got into my dads car and we drove to her house. We were in the back seat and she was sitting about as far away from me as she could.

The only reason we were going to her house was because her parents had a huge liquor cabinet.

When we got to her house she eminently unlocked the door and ran toward the liquor cabinet. She grabbed a bottle of wine and set in onto the counter. Then she went to tye kitchen and grabbed two wine glasses. She pored tbe sine into them.

We both grabbed our glasses and went into the living room.

She grabbed the wine bottle to for when we run out in our glasses. This was an annual thing for us. Her parents were always gone on new years.

Once we had finished the bottle we decided to play drunk truth or dare.

The dares were pretty funny and the truths were pretty childish but we didnt really care. That or we were just to drunk to notice.

"Okay riley its your turn." Leah said turning to look at me.

"Okay, truth or dare."i said laughing drunkenly.

"Truth."

"Ok... Umm how about, who do u like."

"Who do i like? Well you of course who else."

Once she said that i felt completely sober.

"What." It wasnt really a question.

"But shhhh dont tell riley or Ariana theyll get mad at me."

Before i could stop myself i grabbed the sides of her face and crashed my lips into hers.

The next morning

I woke up to find a small body laying on top of me.

The memory's of last night came flooding into my mind.

I felt leah wake up. Maybe she wont remember?

"Ugh... What happened last night Riley."

"Umm i dont really remember ya know."

Hey good thing she doesnt remember i guess. But now i cant tell her. Well i can but if i do then she'll hate me and itll ruin our friendship. So for know i guess ill just act like nothing happened.

Dear diary, 1/2

OMGOMGOMGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! So riley stayed over at my house last night right. Well be both got hella drunk and decided to play truth or dare righttttt. Well... We were playing and... HE KISSEDDDDD MEEEE!!!!! i dont exactly remember how we got to that point but stilll!!!!!! But the thing is... He doesnt remember what happened. And i cant just tell him because he was probably too drunk and kissed me because he was too drunk. Soo i cant exactly tell him about it cause then itll probably ruin our friendship. And I would rather be friends with him and never date him then to ruin my friendship with him because of my feelings for him.