𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓

six: azkaban

SIRIUS BLACK POV

* 9 years later *

miserable.

the only word i could think to describe how i felt. i didn't feel anything, i couldn't. i felt as though i would never be happy again.

i was losing myself. i tried so hard not to think of happy memories or else the dementors would be onto me like a hound.

the only thing i could do to keep my sanity was think about how i was innocent. i hadn't done this. this was shit! i was not guilty.

i tried and tried not to think about blair. i forced myself not to remember the good times but it was so difficult.

often i found myself wondering what she was doing, i remembered how i never said goodbye to her and i felt so fucking horrible.

and then one good thing came and it was that i was still able to keep a sense of my self and i managed to transform into padfoot.

when i first managed it, i felt over the moon. then i realised something, i was feeling so happy and no dementors.

dementors can't detect animals emotions.

this was incredible.

i stared out of the window, watching the dementors swoop around and listening to the rough sea crashing against the walls.

suddenly there was a familiar buzzer, making me jump slightly. the buzzer was the indicator that we were allowed out of our cells for half an hour.

it was the one thing i looked forward to, the tiny inch of freedom. i slumped out of my cell and began walking through the corridor.

"pettigrew, yeah." my ears pricked up at the mention of that revolting name. i swung around to see who was talking about pettigrew.

there i saw 2 tall men with large beards talking. "i heard that pettigrew is still alive and living with some wizarding family." one of the men said.

"wouldn't someone recognise him though?" the other man said confused.

"i don't know, man. that's what i heard."

something clicked in my brain. oh my god, peter was in his animagus form and was living with a wizarding family in hiding.

wow, he is a smart guy. i'll give him that.

that was when i knew i had to go after him, i had to hunt down pettigrew and i had to kill him. harry was in danger, great danger.

i thought more, blair was in danger too. i hoped that she was safe and far away from that bastard. i needed to get out, but how?

sorry it's a small chapter guys