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After we finished filming the last episode of our drama, mr queen. I am not totally quite good of my feelings right now, after the kissed accident.

I felt that something's wrong is going on with jung hyun ah, the person who played king cheoljong, we accidentally kissed during our filmed but I think It's just accident...

Right, it is just accident no more feelings attached to each other...

"Noona! Are you okay?"

I heard Na in woo worriedly called me that make my mind right back to this world. I just nod as my answer and didn't hesitate to bring the props during the filmed. I'm pretending to be happy during this times even if many people here in the set knows what happened between us. Its really embarassed.

"Eonni! You need water?"-I was shocked when Eon su handed me a bottled water. My gosh! Why is it my mind keep on Thinking about it?

"Yeah, Kamsahmnida"

I quickly drink the water, I think it can help from thinking much. I sighed as I sat down and I can felt that eon su is sitting beside me, I felt my tears fell down, I cannot fake it....

"Eonnie..."-she uttered.

I embraced her so that no one would think I'm crying. I don't think she knew about what happened since she's taking a break at that time so I think she's not in the scene.

"Why are you crying Eonnie? Do you miss us that much?!"

I just smile from her thoughts. She's really Innocent....

"or is it what happened betweem you and kim junghyun sunbae?"

I wipped my tears and stood up. I don't have time for this, "I think I'm going to miss you all" I just said to myselfand go to chung hwa Eonnie. I want her to give me an advice about this...

On how I am going to act friendly again to him... While we are walking. I see that everybody were busy cleaning and packing their own things, while me? I'm searching for Chung hwa eonnie to talk about jung hyun.

I already packed my things due to helped with my manager, crews and staff. Were not decided to go home since everybody were not homed yet so we think it might be embarrasing if were the first one to go home.

"Eonnie! I will miss you!"

I exclaimed and embrace to her. I don't want to cry again for the reason that my eyes will became red after this but I cannot help my self not to do it.

"Aigoo...Lets just stop this"

We talked and talked that the three of us laughed. We talked about our memories together as if we were bonding for years but it's not it is just months of filming the entire drama series.

"I just remembered that earlier that their was an adlib kiss? It is an adlib or the two of you agree with the director?"

"............"

I don't know what to say to them. I even cannot interact eye to eye earlier to him while shooting the behind the scene of it. I told them the truth but it's just a secret between the three of us.

"What am I going to say? Do you have any ideas? It's just an accident right?"

"I don't think it's accident Eonnie since sunbae were looking at you everytime, this past few weeks?"

"What? Jinja?!"

"I think he likes you"

As eonnie said that. I felt that something inside me were pounding faster and louder that make me think the scene earlier.

f l a s h b a c k

(A/n: This scene were cheoljong and so young were going back to the palace to stop the enthronement. Last espisode)

"hold on"

I held his hands and turn around, I give him a peck on his mealymouthed. It was written to the script that I will gave him a peck kiss and just leave but here I am standing infront of me.

"What was that for?"

"Ahmmm... Nothing"

I shrugged as he looked at me smiling and move forward. He cupped my face and passionately his lips met to mine. I close my eyes and tried to hear something but nothing. I cannot hear anything due tp the fast and loud noise of my heart. I cannot help but to response to his kisses so that it won't be dull to the viewers to saw that it might be an adlib.

"I will think it is a good luck kiss then"

Our kissed stopped from that and walk through and all we heard is the director shouted to us

"CUT!"

"That was amazing. Were going to aired that"

The director said. The script writers were amazed and also the astors through the set were totally blushing right now due to excitement.

I'm feeling embarassed right now. Why did I didn't walk away as the script written? Maybe I totally forgot about it. What am I going to do?!

e n d o f f l a s h b a c k

"Maybe you like him too? Am I right?"

How? I didn't hesitate to nod as my answer. What the! What is happening to my body right now!? Why is it my mind and body are not accurate with each other?

"Omo! The two of you looked good when the two of you were dating!"

I simply covered Eon su's mouth because of what she exclaimed. I irritated looked at her but all she did is give me a finger heart. Chung hwa eonnie just reminded me if were going to date each other, she will be the one to support us.

"Eonnie.... I'm embarassed"

"Why? It is normal to like someone"

I looked at her and whispered "It is my first time to like an actor who become my partner" I shyly covered my face.

"Ahmmm... Excuse me"

My heart stopped beating when I heard his voice, I want to faint right now. He asked the two laidies if he could talk to me privately.

"Cool"

I just say. I didn't manage to act awkwardly so that he won't be guilty for what he did earlier or should I say save me?.

"About earlier..."

Wow, that fast....

"It's okay. I want to say thank you because if you didn't do it, I think we didn't end the shoot early"

"no it's not. I meant.... I did it because I meant it"

What? What does he mean?

I see his ears turned red and the side of his face wear sweating that made me think his nervous. Well I observed him a lot when were not close so that If I do something wrong I can apologize to him...

His gaze are making my heart beats fast that making me feel that I'm in a cloud. His black eyes that make me blushed at this moment.

His not the other actors that I worked with. His too special to others like myungsoo and other actors. Although all of them are qualified to my ideal man but jung hyun is way better.

His cute and I think sexy at the same time? My gosh! What on earth am I thinking...

"Noona... I like you"

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