I Can't

Chapter One - The New Boy

Ashley's P.O.V

*BEEEEEEEEEP*

Its my alarm.

Its Monday and.... Oh Sweet Jesus! Screw it I have school!!

I quickly check my alarm and it says 8:30. CRAP! I'm gonna be late!

I quickly stuff my exercise books in my maroon themed duffer bag and put my uniform on. I don't have time to make myself look pretty so I quickly brush my long brown hair that's goes down to my waist and I put it in a high pony tail.

I put my shoes on and put my backpack on my back and sprint to the bathroom.

I quickly wash my face, dry it with my face towel, brush my teeth and quickly apply a light amount of mascara, then I head downstairs.

I put my beanie on and grab a granola bar and run out of the house.

Oh wait. I left my phone at home. Shit.

I sprint back to the house and grab my phone and earphones and then I bolted out the door.

Wow I run a lot. Well only for today because I don't want to get a detention since I go to a strict ass school.

I sprint to the bus stop and the bus was about to leave but I managed to jump inside just in time. I tapped my oyster and looked for a seat.

When I sat down I decided to check the time and it said 8:45. The bus stops right outside my school and it only takes 10 minutes so I'll have enough time to run to class without being late.

I decide to put my earphones in and put my shuffle on. Somebody to You by The Vamps starts to play, I lean back on my chair and close my eyes while listening to it.

*10 minutes later*

I open my eyes just as the bus stops so I quickly get up and get off the bus.

I take a deep breath before passing through the gates of hell. What? School is hell. Hell is school. They are one.

•••

For my first period I have Spanish. Great. Just great! Last time in Spanish my friends and I were talking and having a joke.

Then my friend, Emma, told us about the time she had her period and she was wearing white leggings. Stupid, right? And there were really cute boys walking behind her and all of a sudden they burst out laughing.

One of the lads behind her said "Look mother nature came and said SUPRISE MOTHERFUCKER!" and they all burst out laughing and snorted until they were in tears.

Emma said she felt really uncomfortable and had a feeling they were talking about her. So when they left she looked behind her and there was a massive amount of period blood around her butt area on her leggings.

We all burst out laughing when she told us that story that I needed the toilet desperately. But when I asked the teacher if I could go he said "En espanol por favor senorita".

Obviously the dumbass that I am I said "Adios" and ran out of the classroom and when I got outside the room I could hear the whole class burst out in laughter.

When I got back to class he gave me a detention. 

I chuckle at the memory.

"Ash. Ashley. ASHLEY LEXI WILLIAMS!" said my friend, Becca, in a loud but hushed whisper.

"Huh what" I mumbled in a confused tone. Oh for the love of Christ I zoned out again.

"You zoned out for awhile don't worry. Anyways did you hear abou-"

"THE NEW BOY! Did you see him, look he's over there OMG he's so cute!!" squealed Ana.

I look over to where Ana's pointing and there I see a boy with dirty blonde hair and emerald green eyes.

Woah. He's fit!

His rather tight black T-shirt brings out his muscles. And his jawline. Zayuuum! I have to blink my eyes and shake my head several times to see if this dude is real. Omg yeah he's real

Stop Ashley Contain yourself and breath. I must not fall in love again. I must not fall in love again.

Oh C'mon! Another look won't hurt.

I stare at him one more time but then....

SHIT! oh shit, shit, shit, shit.

He caught me staring and smirks at me. I quickly look away and my cheeks are blushing like crazy!

I put my head down in embarrassment. Dafuq! What was I thinking he would never fall for someone like me. Life sucks asshole to be honest.

The bell rings and I sigh in relief. Becca, Ana, Emma and I quickly pack our bags and walk out together to meet with Elizabeth and Lauren in the cantine.

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