Among us

Can I even trust my closest friends, guys? ...

What about my friends who have been there through it all?

Perhaps they're keeping me from leaving? ...

Is this a nightmare or are they the problem?

Are they the reason I keep relapsing and can't seem to get out of this hell hole?

I can't take it any longer, and can I trust them?

Is it true that they're my pals?

...

Is it possible that they are the game's creators?

These mind games... maybe they're the ones causing it...

but how? ..

How could they have done such a thing to me?

do you think so? ...

We've been such good friends for so long, and they've supported me through everything...

They've given me guidance throughout this, but I'm going insane, and it's getting worse every day, but I can't do anything about it...

are they using what I'm telling them to control me?

Is it possible that they're using whatever I say to exploit me and make things worse?

They know my weaknesses, and if they wanted to, they might ruin it all, but why would they do that to me if we have so much fun together?

I wouldn't want them to go through what I'm going through, and I wouldn't wish a second of it on them.

but why me? ...

Why should it be me, of all people?

I'm not sure how I'm going to get the answers...

am I even who I think I am? ...

Is this really possible, or am I having a bad dream that I'll wake up from?

I sincerely hope it is...

...

I can't and won't live like this.

Every day, seeing fresh dead bodies and attending new emergency meetings is unbearable...

'Where?' .....

'Any sus?' ...

'I was doing lights,' ...

'I saw a white vent,' ..

'if not white, then me' ....

I'm at a loss for words.

It's always the same, and it's driving me insane....

no one understands me, and I'm sure even my friends think I'm crazy; do they hate me?

....

Is that why they're torturing me if they do?

Did I do anything to irritate them to the point that they feel compelled to assault me so violently?

......