Lisa's POV:
'She made it!'
That was what the doctors told us.She lost her arm but Amy overlived the whole thing.That was 2 weeks ago.Today we will pick her up from the hospital.We visited her everyday but its still weird to see her with one arm.YOu always think she just hides it behind her back.Mum will pick her up and we others will wait home.I'm scared what it all will be like.Mum told us that she will need a lot of help but Amy isn't that type of person that admits that she needs help.The next weeks,months will be very stressful for all of us.
I walked downstairs for breakfast where Christina,Joey,Dani and Nick sat.
Me:Where's Mum?
Christina:She already left.
I sighed.Christina started to clean up the table and Dani helped her.
Joey:Lisa,i'm scared that i hurt Amy..
Me:YOu won't hurt her Jo!
Joey:But i don't know how to act with her..
Me:Just treat her normal and when she needs help,help her.
Joey nodded.They are all scared.I am.Mum is.Amy is.I heard a car parking.They must arrived.Now my pulse beated very fast.The door got opened.I sat there not sure what to do.Dani stand beside me and Christina saved the situation whilst walking through them.
Christina:Hey Ames!Welcome back home!
I finally stood up:Yes,we missed you!
Amy started to smile:Good to be here again
Mum:You wanna go unpack your things?
Amy nodded.
Me:I come with you.
-------------in Amy's room-----------
Amy tried to open her bag really hard but its difficult.You really need 2 arms for this.So i helped her.
Amy:You don't need to help me!I can do this on my own!
I recoiled again.After minutes she brought it open.She started to lay her clothes out,then she looked at me.
Amy:I'm sorry Lisa.I just don't like it that i can't do all of this things on my own that used to be so normal!
I sat myself right next to her and layed my arm around her.
Me:I know..Its hard for us too,you need to learn everything new!But every start is hard and we can handle this!
Amy laught:I didn't know you became poetic?
Me:Haha weenie! It maybe sounds weird but ..
She interrupted me: It sounded beautiful!
We sat there for minutes.
Amy:You seem sad too?
Me:You,..you know it hurts me to see you like this and i'm suposed to help you and not being scared.
Amy:Its okay to be scared..
Me:I'm your older sister..
Amy:YOu are!But you know i got many of you and its okay to be weak sometimes!
I nodded.And it all seemed perfect for a moment.
Mum:LISA;AMY!COME DOWNSTAIRS;LUNCH!
Amy looked at me:Challenge starts right now!
Me:You can do this!
Amy's POV:
Lunch was kinda hard.I never thought how difficult eating could be.The whole time my food fell down from my spoon and after lunch my hand hurted so bad.It depressed me,I thought i would do alot better.My sisters went filming after lunch.I was bored so i decided to watch what they do.Silently i stood in the door.They sang in perfect harmonys as always.If someone new would listen to it they wouldn't notice that one was missing.For some reason that hurted me.Maybe they don't want me in even more,i look like a monster.They would lose a lot of fans,probably.
Suddenly Lauren looked at me.
Lauren:Amy,you can come in!
I thought what i should do but i cant just not walk in now.I slowly entered,enduring all the looks of my sisters.I don't even know if they look because of the stumpel but i thought they did.I sat down at the chair that was in the room.
Dani:You didn't become shy,did you?
Christina:Dani,leave her alone!Lets just continue!
They continued singing.I smiled.I would love to sing with them.I didn't for 3 and a half weeks and in Cimorelli-singing-time thats like ages.Of course i sang a bit on my own but thats just not the same.They all finished and i made a decision.
Me:Could i ask you something?
Kath:Of course!
Me:You love me even if i got only one arm,do you?
Everyone:Of course!
Me:So..would you mind if i join the band again?if you don't want this its okay,i understand!
Christina:You're kidding right?
Lisa:You ever left the band?
They are joking on me.
Me:So thats a yes?
Lauren:Of course!You are our sister,and you will always be a part of this band!
Me:But i look like a monster
Dani:YOu know actually its not that hard..you just need to get used to it!
Me:Haha thanks Dan!
Lisa:The fans wont mind and even if, let them talk!Your personality and voice didn't change and thats all that matters!
I nodded.
Christina:Good then we will film again,you need time to practice?
I shook my head:What about i just sang background?
Kath;Sounds good,so we can also film now!
Lisa and Christina shortly introduced the harmonies to me and then we already started.
After filming i made a new decision.I must tell our fans what happend.I turned around and looked at my older sisters.They all smiled proudly at me.I took a deep breath and just started.
Me:Hey guys,you must notice that something's different.My arm's gone.I've been in a shark attack while surfing and lost my arm.We were surfing.Lauren,Angela and I when the shark attacked me.We were out there in the ocean and only because of the amazing reaction of Lauren and Angela i'm here.I lost my arm and its not easy for me But i'm alive and thats all that matters.Please no hate.I'm on my way for recovering and i really try my best.Its hard.But i will try to live a normal life again.I love you all.
Chistina:That was good,we anyway needed to tell them!
I nodded.
Lisa whispered in my ear:I'm very proud of you.
-------------------in the evening--------------------
It was already 9 pm.Nearly my whole family was on the beach,except Christina and I.I love surfing and the ocean.Correction.I loved it.Now i am only scared of it.And i don't know how long it will takes till i can go out there again,but i know before i wont surf again,my self-confidence wont be normal again.Surfing gave me confidence.I really wanna go out there again but everytime i only think of it i began to shake.
Me:Chrissy?
Christina turned around:Yeah?
Me:You think i will ever be brave enough to surf?
Christina sighed and walked over to me.
Christina:Of course you will!You are a brave girl,amy!I dont know if i could live with these circumstands!
Me:But i'm so scared,only when i think of it!
Christina:It takes a time!
I yawned.
Christina:Maybe you should sleep now,was an exhausting day!
Me:Yeah,i think you're right!Good night,i love you..
Christina:Love you too,Ames.
It really was an exhausting day.Its hard but i just need to keep going,I'm blessed that i'm alive and have this awesome family.Days will be very hard in the next months but someday it will get better.I just need to keep going until this day.
