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Guys today was/is my skype with Cimorelli.Actually it shouzld have been 3 hours ago but my skype didn't work.I cried so bad...But they contacted me and now we will skype in 1 hour:)- xoxo Nati 

Lauren's POV:

The reactions for our new video were amazing.The CimFam was so happy to see Amy again and they all wished her the best and prayed for her.It was really nice and nearly no hate comments.But we all noticed that Amy was still scared of the beach.She tries to hide but its obvious.I understand her,i would be scared too.,but Amy used to love the beach and especially surfing so much,i know she needs this again.But the normal life is still not easy for her so she just needs to look after this.

We were downstairs and made our homeworks(A/N:THEY ARE IN PUBLIC SCHOOL)

Mum:Kids you need any help?

All of us except Christina,Kath and Mike were around.Amy wasn't back in school yet but she chilled on the couch.

Dani:Uhm yes,could you come over?

Mum walked by her and helped her.I was so hungry.Ugh i hate school.I stood up and sat myself next to Amy.She had chocolate.

Amy:Haha you're hungry

Me:School is exhausting!

Amy laught and gave me some chocolate while closed my eyes.Paradise haha. Then the phone rang,Mum picked it up.

Mum:Hello,its Cimorelli.

Mum:Oh hey Ms.Gardner.

Ms.Gardner?I think that is the principal of Lisa.Lisa, and actually Amy are on high school and me,alex,Dani  on middle school.

Mum:Uhm i don't know yet..

Mum:Yes i will talk to her.

What are they talking about?I think its Lisa because Amy isn't at school.

Mum:Bye Ms.Gardner,i'll call you later.

Mum hang up and turns around.

Lisa:Why did she call you?I didn't do anything!!

Mum:Haha i know honey. it was about Amy..

We all were a bit shocked.I hadn't expect this.Amy widened her eyes.

Mum:Amy,she asked when you want to start school..

Right.Amy's accident was in the vacation and this is a new school for her.She's at home now for a month,maybe 5/6 weeks..I didn't really notice that she needs to go to shcool again.As I could interprete Amy's look,she also forgot about it.

Amy:Uhm i don't know if i'm ready yet

Mum:Yeah i'm also not sure..It's been 5 weeks now and you still need alot help and there is no one who could help you,so this is a problem

Lisa:I could help her!

Mum:But you aren't in the same class and you have your own friends

Lisa:Yes but i can spent breaks with her,my friends wouldn't mind..

Dani:And besides that she's Amy,she will quickly find people who will help her!

I laught.Thats true,Amy is such an adorable person.Amy still looked concerned.I boxed her in the side.

Me:Come on,Ames.YOu aren't scared,are you?

Amy:A bit..What if they will bully me or laugh over me?

Me:Why would they?Its not a funny thing and people know that.

Mum:So what?

Amy stood up:I need to think about it..

Mum:Okay just come to me when you decided it.

Amy's POV:

This came out of the blue.I just tried to enjoy my life again and life wth my circumstands.I sat down on our terrace.You could see the beach.Surfer who splashed through the waves.But everytime i think i can do this i see a big shark for my eyes,who destroyes all.Blood.I remember alot of blood and pain.I heard the door and someone walking.Then the person sat next to me.Lisa.

Lisa:Hey

Me:Hey

Lisa:you already made a decision?

I shook my head.And we were silent for a moment.Lisa knew what i was watching.It's like we can read each others mind.Our fans call us Lamy,starting from our videos they think this.People can be wrong,but not this time.Its Lamy.I don't know why but we always were closest.

Lisa:Its okay.

I was confused:What?

Lisa:To still be scared

Me:I'm not really scared i just don't know how all this people will react and how i would handle with school.

Lisa:I didn't mean school..

Me:Oh..

Lisa:You know if a shark would bitten me,i also would never wanna go out there again but you used to love this so much.

Me:I know..

I looked at my stub.I learnt to deal with it,but its still weird and i know my family feels the same.

It started to storm a bit but i didn't want to go inside.My hair was a mess so i wanted to make a ponytail.I took my hair tie but it didn't work.One arm is just one arm too little.Lisa took my hair tie.First i wanted to make it on my own but i know that it wouldnt work and she only wants to help.Besides that is Lisa not a person who you could talk into.I need to accept help.People only mean it nice!

Me:Thanks..

Lisa:No prob

Me:Lisa i think i made a decision..

Lisa smiled at me:Thats great honey

We walked inside,hand in hand.

Mum was watching Tv with they younger one's.She looked up at me.

Mum:You made a decision?

I nodded:You know today is Wednesday and i think i will go back to school on monday,is that okay?

Mum:Yes of course.You're sure you are ready?

I nodded again:I just need to let people help me.And Lisa will be there..

I was still a bit scared of this but i know i need to do this.

Mum:Okay honey,then i will call Ms.Gardner.

----------at the night---------

It was something around 3am but i couldn't sleep,my arm hurted very bad.

Me:Kath?

Nothing.

Me:Christina?

Nothing.But wait.A yawn.

Christina:Amy,you are supposed to sleep!

Me:I know but my arm hurts..

A noise,i think she sat up.Slowly she walked towards me.Christina putted a hand on my forehead.

Christina:You don't have a fever since when does it hurt?

Me:I don't know i woke up around an hour ago and it hurted.

Christina pulled her mobile out and lighted up my stub.

Christina:Its a bit red.But i don't think its serious.This can happen i mean it was still a serious accident,just close your eyes and go back to sleep

I nodded:Christina i will go back to school on Monday

Christina:I know,Lisa told me.I'm so proud of you!

Me:I'm so scared..

Christina:You don't need to!

Me:Could you stay here?Only till i'm asleep?

Christina:Yes.sleep well Ames,i'm glad i have you!

I closed my eyes and was asleep between seconds.

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