I love him. not you (Larry stylinson)

First date(carry on)

Harrys POV

Well . I might like boys . No no no never ew . anyways back to lottie , I really do love her and she's so pretty but Louis is the best looking sibling , wait . shit . did I actually say that . no I can't . but he is so gorgeous. he's my man crush 100%.
But yeah lottie looks amazing . She's perfect for me . Ugh I keep repeating myself stop it Harry. Make conversation with her . I started driving and she looked at me and smiled . Ugh her smile is beautiful. "You okay ?" I said laughing . "Yeah I'm good what about you ?" She laughed . "I'm better now" i said whilst smiling.  We laughed for a good 20 seconds but it was really awkward . We arrived at Prezo the pizza place . We got a table and sat down and she said "I think I'll just get pasta bolognese" and I agreed with her . The waiter come to take our order and I said "two past bolognese please" he said okay and walked away .
He came back with our food and sat there and ate it like normal people but jeez was she sexy
She was wearing at laced up kinda top so you could see her bra . It was kinda weird how she was literally wearing nothing on the first date but all I could think about was Louis , it was really annoying me
but he is soooo hot with his tattoos and black skinny jeans . should I ask lottie if he's single ? yeah let's do it .
"Lottie?" I said calmly "is your brother Louis single?" she looked shocked and said "yeah why?" I just said there wasn't a reason but I mean there was a little bit . *no no no Harry you can't do this to her and him* I was a idiot for even thinking ugh
But he is very hot . He called me styles ahhh
stop being a fan Harry you idiot .
I hate the fact that I have a man crush on my girlfriends brother , I hate it so much
well kinda
he's hot
stop it Harry !!!!
shit I just realised I haven't spoke to lottie
"You okay ?" She replied with a moody "mhm" shit I fucked up . "What's up" I said worried "nout I'm fine" she said in her donny Accent "I know your not" i think I'm annoying her " I'm fine Harry OKAY!!!!" she just shouted at me a stormed out . SHIT SHIT SHIT I messed up . I ran after her shouting her name but she just told me to fuck off . ugh I'm so dumb
she will be okay tomorrow don't worry