Sacrifices over Regrets

Chapter 3

" Start of a new life "

I woke up and fix myself , I rush towards the door and move my way to the bakery shop. I almost forgot my shift it's Sana unnie's fault heheheh. I didn't get enough rest , but it's ok since she give me a job. And I'm excited to work there later.

I'm on my way to the bakery when my phone rang. Hello Jeongyeon unnie how are you ? Are you good there?.

Of course our little cub I'm doing fine. How's work? And school? , Jeongyeon ask

I'm also doing good unnie, by the way I have good news ?! I excitedly said. I have another job!

Really ?! Then that's really a good news cub , where was that? What kind of work? I'm so happy for you cub don't worry were here also to help you ok. Just don't be shy to approach us. Me.and Somi ok if you have a problem you can talk to me anytime

Thanks hyung ! I'll just call you if ever. Anyway where's Somi? I haven't seen her in the last 3 days. Is she ok?

Ohh I forgot Somi is busy now cub she's going back to US by next month just for a few months. Her dad wants her to be there for important things. Don't worry I'll tell her the good news ,!

Ok hyung ! Be sure !! Gonna end this call now , I'll visit in your house later. Take care unnie I love you.

Iloveyou to cub , you too as well.. after a call with Jeongyeon I proceed to my work. A lot of customers are waiting. I happily served them .

Fast forward.

Before my shift end I talk to my boss . Sir I know I'm just new here but can you please allow me to take an advance just for a week I really need money , today is the first day of second semester I don't have any school's stuff yet , just for 1 week sir..I'll promise I'll be early before my shift even if you don't pay my overtime. Just allow me to make an advance please. I pleaded my boss , I didn't go until he didn't give me.

Chaeyoung you work hard for yourself and for your needs , if you need anything talk to me . I'll give you what you want , and promise one thing you'll study hard and you will graduate . Only 1 year left you'll achieve your dreams , your family dreams for you. Be a good girl Chaeyoung , fighting !

A word of encouragement from my boss give me determination to strive more hard , I'm not loser that I can't , I'll make my parents proud of me. I'll promise to you mom , dad wherever the both of you are I'll graduate I will fulfill our dreams ! I will not disappoint you mom , dad. Iloveyou and I miss you both.

Sana

I woke up because of a dream , my ex appeared in my dream , how dare you to appeared in my dreams you bastard !! Argh ! I throw my follows in anger !
I hate you ! I hate you with all my life ! I'm crying right now not because of the pain he cause.

Why do the world is so unfair ?

Why we can't love the person we love?

I don't want this feeling , all I want is to be happy . I hug my pillow , continued crying .

Sana ? Someone's knocking my door I know it's my friend , . Y-es come in. It's open. Mina hugs me after seeing me crying , Sana-chan what's wrong ? Mina ask worriedly

I hug her tight and cry on her shoulders , Mina were done? I think ? Mina he left me with no reasons ! Why is it so cruel . Mina looks at me and wipe my tears , sssshhhh stop crying , I know . I know it hurts but I don't want to see my friends like this . I want bubbly Sana not lonely Sana. So please stop crying ok? Where do you want to go? You want to eat , just tell me where it's my treat.

I stand up and find my phone , are you sure Mina-chan? I smiled at her, anyway remember my baby yesterday's night? We will meet her later , you know she's cute , pretty , no ! Let me correct she's handsome !

What??! Pretty handsome huh! When did you start dating a girl ??! Mina throw the pillow to me

Yahhhhh! Stop ! Can you stop throwing me , I'm still hurt emotionally your also hurting me physically..hate you . I pout at her.

You're so over acting there!! Just answer my question Sana-chan when did you start dating her??!

Ohhh your curious hahahahah why would I tell you she's so nice she even give me an advice I like her personality maybe you too when you meet her. I came closer and whisper you'll love her when you see her .

Seriously ! I'm straight Sana , ok ! Besides I don't your baby ! I don't have a plan falling in love with a girl.
Mina is about to leave when I called her .

Mina-chan , I love you don't fall in love with her when you meet her ok? Hahahaha I love to tease her.

You're crazy idiot , I will not never ever fall in love with her. I'll be waiting you so be fast I don't want to wait any longer . I have a class and you to so get up and fix yourself ! Mina exit my room

I quickly take a bath , and fix my things before going downstairs . Mina I'm done we can go now

In The School

We're walking in the hallway when I see Chaeyoung . Hey Chaeyoung-ah , I shouted at her she's not turning her back