Sacrifices over Regrets

Chapter 115

Mina what happened here ? Oh my god , Momo help me . Hold her hands this is all a mess if we can't control her .
Mina calm down , stop throwing things for pete's sake ! Sana shouted

We can't all about this , Momo forced Mina to sit down . She holds Mina's face look at me . Mina we can fix this let us know so we can help you . Come on share with us . We're her to listen you know that stop crying let's talk

She didn't love me , Mina continued to cry but in moderation. I expect a lot from her !! I expect a lot !! I thought she love me too !! Why it has to be like this ?!!

Sana rubbed her back , did she say that ?

Fucking yes !!! That's why she's avoiding me for how many days !! I'm not important to her ,

That's not true Mina ..

It's truth the hell !! She said that infront of me !! She love Someone it's not me !

I don't believe that Mina we talked remember Chaeyoung can't lie.

But she did !! If she's not lying then it's true that she didn't love me at all !!

We should talk to her in a formal way

I don't want to see her Momo

Mina-chan , you need to talk to her .

I don't want to , this is enough . If she love someone then let her be I don't want Chaeyoung to Pitty on me

Are you sure you don't want to talk to her ? " Sana

Chaeyoung went to her parents grieve there she finally release her emotions she shouted and cry . Mom ? I am doing right ? I'm not selfish right ? So I'm doing right mom ?
Mommy help me I can't do this alone mom.
Dad , if you're listening to me I need your advice . I want to see you in my dreams

I don't want to live anymore mom. I'm tired
I'm tired to be left alone . I want to be with you mom , dad .
I'm losing hope mom I loss her mom l. I choose to loss her even if I love her
Whatever the situation is I will always choose my bestfriend mom

Tell me mom that I'm doing great ? It's hurts mom , Chaeyoung lay down in her mothered grieve looking at the bright sky.

It's too hot mom I can't see anything . It's my life now it's bright but it's dark . Bright that I'm near to succeed and dark that I loss important person in my life.

Life is full of surprises that can make you crazy haha.

Chaeyoung went to the rooftop of the museliom she bend down ,she stepped her left foot in the air hanging  . I'm coming mom , dad wait me there .

Chaeyoung no !!

Chaeyoung turn her head , Somi is shaking . Don't baby ! Don't do that ! Don't waste your life cub. Don't !

Chaeyoung was shocked ny her actions she mentally blocked .

Don't do that you can still find your happiness Chaeyoung this are just a trials that you need to passed you need to survive . Do it for your mom and dad
Don't be too selfish ! If no one loves you then I'm here I will never leave you
You told me you wouldn't do anything stupid then what is it ?!,

Chaeyoung was dragged by Somi they went down Chaeyoung still shocked she haven't spoke
Let's go home to clear your mind .

Chaeyoung was silent throughout their way home . She get Chaeyoung sat on the floor , she prepared some ramyeon for Chaeyoung .
Somi sighed looking at her bestfriend not in herself , cub eat this then we will talk .

Chaeyoung nodded she feed herself . Somi watch her bestfriend u til she finished her ramyeon . Somi waited for Chaeyoung to open up

I set her free

Ehh ? seriously ?!

Yes

That's why , then you want to die because you let her go ?

It hurts Somi because I lied to her I told her that I didn't love her . All I want i Jeongyeon's good health
I'm willing to let her go just to see my bestfriend happy with the person she love.

I filled myself Somi !I know I hurt her a lot now
I'm worried about her
My mind can't take off her
I she's ok right now ?
Where is she ?
Did she eat her lunch ?
What's she's doing ?
My mind is full of Mina that I can't straightly think.
I can't comfort her , she hates me now
She's cursing me now in her mind
She's hates me that we meet ! What should I do Somi ?

You choose this cub prove that you can be brave enough to face this consequences remember you entered this situation

You're right I entered this situation so I have to fix this. I don't know where to start Somi , I know myself that I'm weak when It comes to her .

I don't know if I can talk to her
If we can still work properly if we saw each other
I don't know at all .

I'm just hoping Jeongyeon will be happy for this.