In Wakefulness

Remember the Days

Soon morning had gone and the evening began to settle in, the sky looked and felt beautiful with the tint of pink, purple and reddish look along with the blue still. Wei WuXian and Lan SiZhui walked around the area for a bit alone. "So Senior Wei.. did I really call you and Hanguang-Jun mother and father when I was still a child" Wei Wuxian nodded slowly. "I was first father then you decided on your own that Hanguang-Jun would be father and i be mother. That kind of hurt" he chuckled softly "after I left though I'm not sure what happened with you not calling him dad or father anymore. Maybe it was because i wasn't around he didn't want you to question as to where mother was?" They both shrugged and sat down in front of some water and dipped their fingers in it slowly allowing ripples to start.

Lan SiZhui enjoyed his time alone with Wei WuXian; they rarely talked though but it was still good company. "There were times Lan SiZhui you would call me mama in town when you were a child" Lan SiZhui looked over at Wei WuXian and they both took in deep breaths "I would bury you in dirt so you would grow tall.." Wei WuXian's voice was starting to break "you always drooled on Chenqin (the flute); or there was one time where me and Lan WangJi were speaking privately in his room.." he smiled running his fingers through his hair "..you had a bad dream and you went straight towards us crying and exclaiming 'Mama! Daddy!' We had to calm you down and then you fell asleep in my arms... and then I woke up the next morning with you between me and Lan WangJi" Wei WuXian smiled a bit and looked over at Lan SiZhui who had tears running down his face.

"Hanguang-Jun buried me in the rabbits all the time, he would take me to town sometimes and get me a toy or took me out for dinner.. I did question where you were though at times but.. he just shook it off like it was nothing... afterwards i basically forgot about you; that is until I saw Chenqing.." Lan SiZhui brought his knees to his chest and he wiped his tears slowly. Wei WuXian grabbed Lan SiZhui gently and pulled him into a hug gently before kissing his head lovingly. Wei WuXian let out a sigh of happiness then he whispered "it's okay.. don't cry.. A Yuan" suddenly Lan SiZhui began to shake harder and cried even more "X- Xiao-ge" Lan SiZhui whispered, shortly his shaking stopped and he tried his best to compose himself in front of Wei WuXian "L-Lan Zahn!" Shortly Lan SiZhui turned and Lan WangJi was standing behind them as he was leaned against a tree.

"Wei Ying.. A Yuan.." Lan WangJi sighed and went towards them and sat down immediately wiping away Lan SiZhui's tears "He should've been mom" Wei WuXuan finally said and both Wei WuXian and Lan SiZhui laughed. Lan WangJi let out a small smile and got up "let's go get food" it's all he said and suddenly Lan SiZhui nodded and ran back to the area and went straight towards his room and changed into new robes. "You raised him good Lan Zahn" Lan WangJi tilted Wei WuXian's head so he can look at him "and you raised him well" they both kissed each other and went into their room and got ready.

Lan SiZhui got on Wei WuXian's horse and Wei WuXian and Lan WangJi got on the other horse, they both rode along side each other and went into Gusu for some food. They ordered rice, spicy chicken, vegetables consisting of broccoli, carrots, and spinach, and other types of food as well as desserts. They ate silently and peacefully allowing the wind to blow through their hair blissfully. Shortly they finished their food and decided to eat dessert together; afterwards they left and rode off back to Cloud Recesses still quiet.

Lan SiZhui was tired and it was noticeable, he was able to get off his horse and he went into his room to undress, he couldn't help but smile the whole time though as he felt regressed as a child again, he laid in bed and stared at the ceiling for a moment mother... father... senior Wei.. Hanguang-Jun. He smiled again finally closing his eyes so he can rest for the night.

In the other room Lan WangJi was undressing and grabbed Wei WuXian's veil, he pushed Wei WuXian into the wall and tied his hands "eager boy.. you're so impatient Lan Zahn." Lan WangJi wasn't speaking instead he pushed Wei Wuxian onto his knees and Wei WuXuan knew what was coming, he immediately opened his mouth and soon the fucking began.