Sayvion Pov
"hello my fellow whores" i said as i jumped on everybody
"getcho big ass up" Saint said and pushed me on the floor
bitch-
"if y'all don't love me no more, just say that cause i'll be out y'all way" i said
i got off the floor and laid on De'maj
is this what feelings feel like? this shit feel weird and ion like it
"why is you on me" he asked
"anytime else yo skinny ass would be smothering me, so hush" i said getting comfortable on his chest and he wrapped his arm around my waist
"when this happen" Sayde asked
" aht aht..mind your business my dear twin brother ✋🏾" i said
"now what we watching" i asked turning my head towards the tv
"Straight Outta Compton" Santana said
"oooouuu my favorite- umm where's my child" i asked
"what child" Santana asked
"Saion" i said looking around
"Somewhere around here. SAION" he said and i heard little footsteps coming down the stairs
"TT" he said running towards me and jumped on the couch laying on the other side of De'maj chest
"who said you can lay on me" De'maj said playfully mugging Saion
"shhhh watch the movie" Saion said making everybody laugh
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"Sayvion come get in the bed" De'maj said while shaking me but i didn't move
he picked me up and carried me upstairs. we got to my room and this nigga hit my head on the door
"owww bitch" i said mugging him
"my bad" he said tryna hold on his laugh and kissed my forehead and put me in the bed
"shit ain't funny" i said
De'maj got in the bad and laid his head on my chest
"Sayvion" he said
"hmm" i hummed
"do you ever want kids" he asked playing with my ears
"i technically already have kids" i said
"whatchu mean" he asked
"i basically had to take care of them they whole life. hell might as well be my kids" i said shrugging
" i get that but do you want your own kids" he asked
"yea i want two kids" i said
" whatchu gonna name em" he asked
"Sunjai and Syx" i said
"why" he asked
" because it's unique and i'm not finna have my kids out here with these basic ass names" i said
"do you want any kids" i asked him
"yea i want 14" he said laughing
" that's a whole basketball team nigga" i said laughing
"nahh i want two or three" he said
"whatchu gonna name them" i asked
" Noel, Angel, and Isahn " he said smiling
" those are cute" i said
"Sayvion whatchu was doing before all this" he asked
"before what" i said
"all this drug shit" he said
"i was playing basketball and running track, got multiple scholarships from doing both sports" i paused
"but i had to stop because my sorry ass excuse of my mother obviously wasn't doing her job, our sister Sevyn took care of us but Sayde and i was helping her out so she wouldn't have to do anything by herself then she died that's when me and Sayde had take care of Saige and Saion and make money to keep the light on, make sure they got fed, and clothes on our backs. and of course that's where all the drug shit came in"
"and people always asked why we never go to parties or have fun and shit like that. like i ain't never in my 18 years of living been to a party or had a boyfriend. i never had time for it, i was too busy tryna make sure we was straight" i finished
"how old were y'all when all this started" he asked
"Sayde and i were 14 or 15. Saige was 1 or 2 and Saion wasn't born yet. but when my ugly ass sister had him she just gave him to us and left." i said
"what was your mom like" he asked
"she was never a good mother, she always put other shit before her kids. she was a hoe, cheating on my daddy multiple times. i don't know if you noticed but Saymoure has a different daddy from all of us"
"you lying" he said as he sat up looking at me
"i'm so serious but my daddy cheated too obviously because my egg donor didn't have Saint nor Santana but we ain't find out about them until some months ago" i said
"but enough about me, tell me about your life" i said
"it's kind of similar to yours. but my dad wasn't in the picture mom ain't really care for me, i don't have any siblings. i got in this street shit when i was 16. then that's when i met Saymoure and yo pops they took me in until i got back on my feet" he said
"where's your mother now" i asked
"don't know, don't care honestly" he said shrugging
"well that's fucked up" i said laughing
"nigga you killed yo momma" he said
"this not about me" i said laughing
i looked down to see De'maj was staring at me
here he go with this shit
"gimme kissy" he said with his lips poked out
i grabbed his face with both my hands and game him a kiss and he started cheesing
"goodnight mama" he said laying his head down and i started rubbing his waves
"goodnight" i said then i stop rubbing his head then he picked his head up
"why you stop, keep going" he said putting my hand back on his head then he went to sleep
