Sanders Sides Roman Angst One Shots

I Have A Brother!? PT 1

TW: flashbacks, panic attack I think?, Arguments, mean light sides, and injury mention
Ships: Roceit :)
Let me know if I forgot anything.
Enjoy if you want!

Roman was thinking about the day Remus came to wreek havoc,
The day he remembered he had a brother.
Even though it had been a while ago he couldn't stop thinking about it

He couldn't stop thinking about how when He was knocked out by Remus for the first time all the squabbles, fights and quarrels came back. And how the second time he was knocked out everything, or atleast he thought it was everything came back, all the memories, all the happy times, everything. It just left him with so many questions

Why didn't the sides let him know about Remus?

How did he forget his own brother existed?

Why were they so adamant from keeping Remus from him?

He wanted answers. And so he went to visit Janus, little update they had apologized, and were getting along a bit better now, things were still sometimes a bit tough but that's to be expected.

He knocked on Janus' door, "Please don't come in" he heard the snek boi say from behind the door, and so he went inside. "Roman? It's absolutely not great to see you, I definitely was expecting you"

"I need to talk to you about something, regarding Remus and the others" Janus quirked an eyebrow

"And what might that be?" He asked

"Promise you'll hear me out before you respond"

"Promise."

"So, i didnt actually remember Remus untill he hit me the first time and even then i just remebered small details and the second time i think every thing came back but im not sure and i dont wannabe forgetting anything" Roman blurted out quickly

Janus took a moment to take in and figure out what the fuck Roman had just said "That's- strange. What do the others have to do with this?"

"I think they might be responsible in some way because they really didn't want me to know Remus was there-" Janus looked like he was in deep thought

"Have you told him? Have you told Remus that this has happened I mean." Janus questioned, still thinking on what the fuck happened to Romans memories

"Not yet. I do want to know but I don't know ho-"

"Remus Remus Remus." And with that Remus appeared

"JESUS- You're like fucking Bettlejuice-" Roman yelled surprised

"Yes indeed I am! I'm so glad you notice- wait Roman what are you doing here???"

"Remus, Roman had something very important to tell you" Janus mentioned removing his gloves

"Oh well why didn't you say so! What have you got to tell me bro?" Remus questioned happily

"Remus I... I didn't remember you... Well that was untill you hit me over the head, the first time it was just little things, the second I think everything came back... I'm sorry-" Roman spoke sombrely

"...what? No that doesn't make sense- how-... What did they do to you..?" Remus questioned confused and concerned

"Re we don't know if they did anything, it could've been something to do with the creation of light sides and dark side-" Janus said calmly, trying to stop Remus from getting upset at the lights

"No! Janus if that was the case I wouldn't know Roman! You can't say you don't think they have something to do with this??" Remus half yelled, upset clear in his voice