Damn.

Pieces Of Me

I try not to get too intertwined with my lies.

But that doesn't stop it from happening.
My lies catch up with me.

Wrap themselves around my throat.
Choking the truth out of me.

Then strangling the rest of my body into submission.

As I gasp for air the lies jump down my throat and knot up my insides.

I choke on the little air that is left.

I release it and a piece of me withers away with the lie that has been revealed.

And now as I look back at my life.

All I see.

Are pieces of me.

Intertwined with my lies.

The lies that slowly strangle me.

And suddenly end it all.

I wish I could have enough courage.

To kill myself the way my mind eats itself up.

To hurt myself the way my blade slices the skin.

To survive each day with a smile the way everyone else does.

To kill the pieces of me the way my lies do.

To just end it all.