A/n trigger warning, mention of suicide. Enjoy☺
It was a known fact that Mammon had a gambling addiction. Maybe not always literally, but more in the sense that he was addicted to money. Always looking for fast ways to make easy money, even so they almost always gave him backlash. He was the avatar og greed after all, so his habits weren't really shocking. What was though was all the comments he received from his brothers, on a daily basis no less. They were always hurtful, and that had always baffled you ever since the first day you arrived.
Sure Mammon had some flaws, and let his sin control him a lot from time to time. But it wasn't like the other brothers were any better, you always wondered ' do they not realise they are just as bad as Mammon'. Sure Mammon were a little too much at times, but he always gave you his undivided attention. Unlike his brothers when they would ask you, to spend time with them.
Levi always had an anime or game ready. Satan only talked about books and cats, but you were more of a visual learner and a dog person. Lucifer was too prideful, and reminded you of a bad ex you had. Asmo was like a little kid always needing compliments and attention, he was always praising himself or checking his nail. Beel was always chewing and since you had a small appetite, the constant chewing made you feel full and wanting to vomit. Belphie wasn't as bad as his brothers , but it was hard to have a full conversation when one party was sleeping.
You had been in the devildom for quite some time now, and spent your fair share of time with the avatars. Leading you to a few conclusions, Mammon might have been the worst in the beginning. A lot has changed since then, and he was one of the demons who treated you most like your own person. That is why you have developed a little crush, on the white haired avatar. You also admired his determination, even if it was fueled by his greed. Because no matter how many times he failed, he never gave up.
Mammon was breaking, slowly but surely. He was getting scolded by Lucifer yet again. Normally it would only hurt his pride, that his older brother scolded him. He looked up to the oldest, and wanted to be like him to some extend. To know what he was doing. This time was different however, this time no one listened to him. All his brothers assumed that he broke the necklace, the precious gift for their beloved exchange student. He was hurt beyond words, they all believed he broke it when he attempted to "borrow" it.
The usual insults and statements, were thrown at him.
Scumbag, worthless, stupid, dumbass, annoying, money grubbing scum, disappointment. Go die in a hole.
They weren't new to him, but he never got used to the insults. He was bad at showing his feelings, always feigning annoyance. Did they really see him as a lesser demon, he often wondered that question. Mammon knew that it wasn't impossible to resist his sin, not that it made it easy. Resisting a natural urge was always hard, luckily he had a tresure now that helped him.
Y/n was Mammons treasure even if he would never admit it out loud, curse his tsundere nature. After you had showed up, he was gradually beginning to heal. Just to get broken down by his brothers again. There was only so much you could do, but your presence was enough.
Life really was unfair. Mammon could never escape their words, and before you arrived it was even worse. Before you he had tried everything, everything he could think of to kill himself.
But being a demon meant being immortal, and his power prevented him from even get scars. He healed to quickly, but maybe that wasn't such a bad thing. If he had scars, he would have to quit modeling. It was his safe zone, where they actually praised him. But now he had you, you didn't scold him or insult him like his brothers. You praised him, and gave him affection. Everything from acknowledging his presence to a kiss on the cheek.
He was beginning to cry from sorrow, hurt and happiness. Needed you and, he needed you now. Mammon was tip toeing through the house, as to not get caught. It was night in the devildom, and tears were streaming down his sculpted face. He had no interest in his brothers seeing the state he was in.
You were startled when there was a knock on the door. ' Who would be up at this hour' maybe Levi, but he usually didn't disturb you past midnight. So curious you open the door, only to be met with a tear stained Mammon. Your first instinct is to wrap your arm around him, and close the door behind him to ensure their privacy. Having your arms around him helps Mammon calm down.
You are softly petting his hair, unsure of what else to do. To Mammon you seemed calm and collected, when in reality you were freaking out. Mammon had never come to you before, not even when he was this shaken up. All you could do was let Mammon sob quietly into your shoulder, for now. " It's okay Mammon, I'm here. Can you tell me what happened" you asked. Instead of a reply, he clung to you even tighter. What was more important, oxygen or Mammon. You decided that Mammon was first priority, so you continued to let him hug the life out of you.
"Am I really that worthless" He asked, his tone was broken. It broke your heart to hear him like this, this was not the usual cheerful and dramatic demon. Hearing those words come out of his mouth, made you want to kill his brothers before they even knew what happened. At some point you had begun clinging to Mammon, just as he clung to you. Both of your shirts were getting increasingly damp, making you realise that you were crying with him.
Slowly you pulled away your arms still around the shaking demon, and his around your waist. " Look at me Mammon" You demanded, voice cracking a bit. " You are not worthless, you hear me!. What you are is, kind, compassionate, passionate and one of the best demons I know. Your sin doesn't matter to me, you are one of the only demons who treat me like a person" by the end of the monologe, sobs could be heard from both the human and the demon in the room.
Mammon dried his tears, and yours too. You just stood in the embrace for a while, until none of you shook anymore. " Want to share the bed with me tonight" you asked. Mammon nodded, and you guided him to the bed by his hand. Once you laid down on the bed, you turned to face each other. Laying there next to you, you couldn't help but caress his cheek. Softly you swiped you thumb across his tear stained cheek, wiping the rest of the tears.
Mammon sighed, in your embrace he was comfortable. Like no one could hurt him, and he sure as heck wasn't gonna let anyone hurt you either. But he had to ask you, before he could really sleep. " ca-can I kiss you-u"" not because THE great Mammon wants to". Of course he didn't, but you couldn't help but giggle. So feeling a bit bold you kissed him, like he had asked. Then nuzzled your face into his shoulder, trying to hide your explosive blush. "Good night, Mammon" you said, you were fairly sertain that he could feel the warmth of your face.
Mammon was a blushing mess, you had actually kissed him. He was laying in your bed, with you in his arms and you didn't hate him. Mammon fell asleep with a small smile, because nothing beats a warm embrace when you are feeling down.
Thank Diavolo that you were here now. His treasure, who also treasured him.
A/n thank you for the request, it is my first time writing angst. Thank you for the idea, hope you liked it.
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FanfictionA collection of small one shots, surrounding the handsome demons from the Otome game ,obey me. By default female pronouns she/her unless requested otherwise. I do not own any of the characters, nor do I own any pictures used.