I have been holding back.
I haven't been loving you to the fullest.
I hope you understand that I have been scared. That even though you have told me not to worry I have nearly drowned myself in it.
Last night, when I was crying in the car, I said
"Promise me, promise me you'll never leave me" and you said that you promised.
And so now I am. I am going to love you as much I can. Unconditionally. And for as long as I can. Because, even if something happens I will know that my time with you, was not wasted worrying.
I love you.
-k.r.m.h.
