school...
the word just makes me cringe.
my mother was talking to me the other day and she's like “I thought you loved school?!" and I'm like “yeah, when I was 7."
I mean, love is a really strong word. I love food. I love my boyfriend. Yes I love my boyfriend more than I love food but food is food and it always comes first in lists ya know? but I do not love school. not anymore.
now when I wake up in the morning, instead of looking forward to recess and snack time and addition of one digit numbers, I now wake up to the glories of drama and tests and annoying people that I want to beat with a chair and throw out a window.
and people are like “why are you so anti-social???" and I just reply with me trying to make them explode with my mind and a death glare and a simple “fuck. off." I mean, maybe I'm fed up with everyone's bullshit? but just because I don't talk doesn't mean I'm depressed...K? okay.
I hate having two tests in one day like no. I don't even have the motivation to study or even wake up in the morning and you expect me to have the motivation to work? bitch nah.
but like they bombard us with homework and the next day are like “why are y'all in such a bad mood?!?!" and the class just sits there like “because we're sick of looking at your stupid ugly face..." and all the teacher are always in a good mooD LIKE BITCH ARE A DEMON FROM HELL.
but I was talking to my friend and I'm like “I don't even want to be here." and a teacher heard and looked at me and smILED??? you tryin' to agree with me? are you attempting at communication with me telepathically?? like. hoe, why.
the only reason I come to school in first place is to talk to my friends, and I'm not even allowed to do that. and the teachers think they know EVERYTHING and they're like “You can talk at lunch!" and I'm sitting there just looking at them like bruh, are you mentally retarded or something some of us don't even sit at the SAME LUNCH TABLE SHUT THE FUCK UP, HOE.
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sorry it's so short but I'm tired.
I have the theme song for Go Diego Go stuck in my head like god Wtf why.
