Can I Love you

You're Not The One..

**Forgive my grammatical mistakes **

Always remember that English is not my first language... So you may find some errors...

No proofreading....

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Its a full moon night..... Even without the artificial light, you can clearly see everything by the natural light offering by the moon....

He was looking at his feet, how the water run away after touching his feet and come again to touch it... It looks like the water is playing with him..

He was wondering what he did wrong to deserve this much hate from the person he loves whole heartedly... But he finds nothing... It's been more than years that he fall in love with Forth and since then he is trying to win his heart but it's look like his feelings never reached Forth's heart.. He wetness Forth sleeping around with different girls and boys but that didn't hurt him as much as it hurting him after knowing how much Forth love Wayo and hate him....

He shivers by the sudden coldness touch his left chick and bring him back to the reality.. ...he titled his head and saw Alex is standing there, with two beer can in his both hands....

He sat down beside Beam without asking permission..

"You said you are not hitting on me, then why I always find you near me whenever I got alone... " Beam jokes...

" Maybe because I am afraid that someone will kidnapped you if you left alone... " Alex jokes back... And take his seat besides Beam..

" stop teasing me Phi... I am not a kid... " Beam pouts...

" okay okay.... I will stop then .... " Alex said, and join beam looking at far without any words....

" You know, if you hold on your past and look at the sea, you will find nothing other than pain... But I you let go of the past and move on and try to live your life in present... Then you will find a lots of things here.... Like hopes, joy happiness and much more..... " Alex said after a while... Looking straight to the far at the sea...

" Hmm..?? " Beam just hmmed his response in questioning manner ..also looking at far...

" She was my best friend... Laika... We were Neighbor at first then, classmates and then we become bestfriend... Without realising I started fall in love with her.... The way she talk to me, her care for me, Her concerned for me lead my feelings to her more and more... Wit her behavior towards me I thought my feelings was returned by her... Everything was perfect until one day Nix come to our life. Nixson, a new student... He is a half Thai - half foreigner.. Because his Thai is poor and our English is good, we click instantly and become friends.. Best friend to be exact... He became the third stone of our group.... From that day, we start doing everything together... We decided to join Chiang Mai University together.. So that we could able to stay close to each other and our family.... I was planning to propose her on her 18th birthday but one day she comes to me and said Nix proposed her and she wants to my opinion what should she answered him..... I was still hoping that she has feelings for me.. I advice her to listen to her heart and she did.. Just after two days They got together and I was there to celebrate their successful of love story ... " Alex said and take a deep breath....

" Why are you telling me this...?? " Beam open his mouth for the first time after listening Alex's story...

" Because I don't like the look in your eyes just now...... " Alex explain looking at Beam..