Your New Life! (T.H Story) Finished

chapter 20

The rest of the ride was quick. When we finally got home Tom was exhausted and I was just trying to find away to stay awake. However Tom no matter how tired he was, was determined to find out why I was leing in the car. "What happened when we woke up?" He had asked while I was making coffee with his drerry voice he is so adorable when he is tierd.
"Like I said pot hole" I say shrugging my shoulders and boiling the ketal.
"Are you making coffee?" I noded.
"You can't have coffee now it's 11pm you need to sleep!" I frown a little before finishing making my coffee. I turn to grab some biscuits to have with it but as I turn back I see Tom pouring the coffee down the drain.

"Hey what was that for!?" He turns back to me obviously exhausted he slowly grabs my arm softly, and guides me to the sofa.
"Why do you want coffee now? Why are you fake sleeping? And what happened in the car!?"
The last question had a slightly raised voice to it. I bow my head not wanted to worry him with my dreams. He moved slowly and with no hestertation bringing his forefinger to my chin lifting it ever so slightly to bringing us to eye contact. "Hey what wrong babe?"  A small tear fall your check and it all sets in. I can't keep going like this anymore.

"I can't sleep." The confessions confused Tom but felt like wait of your shoulders.  And once you started you couldnt stop the words just feel of your tounge as if they had been trying to escape for years.
"Everytime I close my eyes and sleep I dream of that horrible night in repeat, then I'm plumiting deeper into a flood the is taking me away from you. It's like I can feel the water filling my lungs and ripping them apart! Also when I sleep I have the horrible idea that what if I don't wake up again! What if I lose you again! What i- "

Tom stops me bringing me into tight hug. His touch was all I needed. Just a reasuring embrace. Nothing more. The hug told me I love you. It told me it's ok. It told me Im sorry. I didn't realize how much I needed a hug. Just a simple hug.
He pulls away and let's me fall deep into brown eyes. "Look I can act like I understand what you are going through 100% but I get the pain. The dream? I had it. But lucky for you. You have me to help you. "  my face fell he.. he. He went through them dreams. I didn't really have any words that I could say except "I'm sorry" those words made his softy face go pale pink instead of its normal light red glow.

"You have nothing to be sorry for! Come on I understand it's scary but you need to sleep." I nod as he takes my hand. The walk to the bedroom felt like the most terrifying thing I had ever done in my life. It was the build up to actually going to sleep. Tom was amazing he had made a hot water bottle, got lods of cookies, set up a romantic movie and got us both cuddled up in the bed as close as humanly possible.

Tom's pov

Finally, it's been a year since I've layed in bed with my prescious y/n. I've missed her so much and I'm never letting her go. I nearly lost her once and I'm never letting that happen again. When I saw her sitting up in that bed only a few weeks ago it felt like the world had begun to to spin again. Hope had returned. Everything was gunna be ok. It's been a while year. All the lost time. If you count the year then we would have been dating for 2 years, but we only have a year worth of memories together.

We cuddled up close together and she slowly drifted of in my arms. It was the most adorable thing I had ever seen she looked so peaceful and contempt with life and everything. I am the most luckiest person in the world to have a second chance with the most incredible girl in the Universe.