Love and forgiveness

Siya Recalls Her Past.

Siya can't focus on her work.
She seems very disturbed.
And even sleepy too.
She also misses Arav.
And messaged him saying sorry,
He didn't respond then,
Siya calls him.
But he didn't receive the call.

Siya asked the messenger for tea so that she won't feel sleepy.
The customer demands a cheque book from Siya.
So she starts printing the cheque.
she was so disturbed that she forgets to make the cheque approved.
without making the cheque approve by the manager she gives it to the customer.

Then the customer goes to the cash department.
And gives a cheque to the staff.
And he checks the cheques on his computer.
And finds out it's not approved.
And he calls to the CSD department.
And ask Siya why is cheque not approved?

Siya suddenly remembers without approving from the manger she gave it to the customer.
Then Siya says oh sorry I forgot.
The cash department staff says how can you be so careless Siya.
Then he hung up the phone.

And Siya tells herself what's wrong is happening with me?
Then she asked for the cheque from the customer and tells the messenger to take this cheque and register in the manger's room.
messenger does what is asked to do.

Then the manager asked him,
why this first page of the cheque is written already without approved?
Then he tells Siya ma'am forgot to do approve.
Then the manager says go and call Siya to my room.

Then messenger says to Siya, the manager is calling you and
Siya knows now she is going to be scolded.

Then Siya goes to the manager's room and before the manager says anything to her she says sorry sir,
I forgot to approve.

The manager sarcastically ask,
Is this the first time you are handling the CSD department?
She says no, I never did this kind of foolishness before.
I am sorry.
I assure you I will not repeat it next time, Siya says.

The manager says I hope so.
And he approves the cheque book
And Siya says "thank you".

And when Siya was leaving the room, He says ah. Sorry,
I forgot your name and
She turns around and says,
sir, Siya Adhikari.
Oh yes siya.
Do we meet before?
He asked.

Siya is surprised to know that he also feels the same.
And Siya says no, sir I don't think so.
And she leaves the room.

And gives a cheque book to the customer.
and Siya sits on her chair,
and thinks he also thinks the same thing.
I also felt I met him before,
but exactly where? I don't remember.

Siya goes back to her home.
And Adhira says to Siya.
Brother has messaged her
and he said he will be late today and Siya asks why?
Then she said he said he has a meeting today.
So he will be late and not to wait for him for dinner.
Then Siya calls Arav he does not receive her call.

It's 10 p.m.
And Arav is still not home.
Siya feels too sleepy,
but she waits for Arav to come home. She calls him but again he doesn't receive her call.

Then Siya starts to scroll on her Facebook.
And she saw her manager on people you may know list.
she checked his profile.
And saw her office colleague are on his friend list.

She is surprised to see that,
He is also from Biratnagar.
And at the same school.
Then she goes through his profile and says oh my god!

Now I remember.
He is the same Abhinav malla.
He was my senior and my crush too.
I even proposed to him through a love letter.

Oh, now I remembered I was in 8 standard
And he was in 10.
when  I gave him a love letter.
Damn! Now he is my boss.

Oh God,
this is so embarrassing now,
how will I be able to face him?
I hope he does not know.
He even asked today if we have ever met.
God, please don't let him remember. Oh no. I was so dumb.
Why Siya, why you gave a love letter to him.
And now he is your boss.
"She says to herself".