sasunaru angst/fluff AU highschool

Chapter 4

Naruto POV

When Sasuke said ya I became relaxed. I loved the way he felt. Sasuke was warm, comforting, and above all I felt so safe in his arms. I wish we could stay like this forever.

"Wanna stay home today? this mornings been rough so I don't want to force anything on you."

"Really? You sure?" I asked, but I knew he was serious I mean he wouldn't lie to me about that lol. I actually kinda trust him.

"yup, and I'll stay with you if that's alright."

"YES!" I shouted. Which I immediately regretted. "I-I mean ya sure that's fine." I tried to cover my excitement while blushing, but I could see Sasuke smiling. It's so beautiful...WHAT!..WAIT?!....do I? no no I can't I mean he's a boy and my BEST FRIEND. I can't ruin our friendship like that.

"Alright, well what do you want to do?"

Honestly I just wanted to stay home and cuddle with him, but I couldn't say that and plus I don't wanna take advantage of his kindness like that.

Before I could decide Sasuke said,"Or d-do you just want to......C-cuddle for now?"

I could feel my heart racing and my face turning extremely red. I looked up and saw Sasuke looking away with a blush. It was so adorable. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to be with him...Forever. I quickly looked away before he caught me and shook the thought away. Although I couldn't pass up this opportunity no matter what.

"Y-yes."

Sasuke POV

I can't believe I just said that. UGH I'm such an idiot. of course he doesn't want to cuddle he's a boy and...WAIT why did I say that?!?! OH....MY....GOD...no way...I LIKE LIKE NARUTO. OMG. I can feel my face heat up and I look way, but before I could apologize he said YES.

"O-ok," I stuttered like the idiot I am. "I just need to take my shoes off real quick." I had such a big smile on my face I'm sure he thinks I'm a dumbass.

"I have a pair of sweats and a sweatshirt that should fit you. o-only if you want."

"Sure, where at?" I managed to stay which honestly surprised me.

"They should be in the middle dresser."

I opened it and immediately found them. I quickly changed and crawled in bed with Naruto. He put his head on my chest and intertwined our legs. He smells so good. Like strawberries. I closed my eyes after seeing him fall asleep. It felt like only a few minutes before I was woken up. I looked over to see Naruto moving side to side. I quickly realized he was having a nightmare and pulled him into my arms. I kept whispering things like "Don't worry it's just a dream." "I'm here" "It's gonna be okay" while rubbing circles on his back. Soon he became calm and woke up. He looked at me with sad, empty eyes. It hurt me.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for waking you. I'm fine." he said with the biggest smile, but I knew he was faking it and it hurt me even more. again all I could do was hug him.

"It's fine, as long as your ok, but please don't lie. It is okay to not be okay all the time. When you're with me just be you. Because..." Shit I almost said I love you. Shit what do I do now? dammit.

"because what?" dammit I can't think of anything. Fuck it I guess now I gotta say it now.

"B-because," I took a deep breath," I l-love you."

Naruto POV

WHAT?!! shit I can feel my face heating up. I know I feel the same, but I couldn't speak. After a few seconds of awkwardness I decide to just show him how I felt. I broke the hug to see Sasuke's read face, which was super cute. I put my hands on his cheeks and pulled him into a passionate kiss. He kissed back and I smiled into it. A few moments later I pulled away to breathe.

"Sasuke...I-i love you too." Great now my heart was beating so fast I bet he could hear it. He just pulled me into another kiss. I smiled and pulled away for a breath before putting my head on his chest. "So what now?"

"Well...Naruto Uzumaki will you be my boyfriend," he said while looking down and smirking. I know for sure he saw my blushing face this time.

"S-sure whatever," I said turning away and pouting.

"aww don't be like that," he said while laughing and pulling me towards him. We stayed like that for awhile before he began to speak.

"so about yesterday..." I know he just wants to help, but I still can't I mean what if he thinks what I feel is just dumb teenage stuff or even worse what if he thinks I'm even more of a freak. I guess he hear me breathing harder. "Don't worry you don't gotta talk about right now. I just wanted to say that I'm hear when you're ready. Also I know how loneliness can make you feel...so you're not alone. Not anymore. Not ever agin will you be alone." I couldn't help but turn around and cry. How could someone like Sasuke fall for someone like me? He's just so perfect and me...well I'm just a Broken piece of shit who has to rely ob others. How could he love me? I know it sounds awful to think things like this, but I can't help it. I mean don't get me wrong I'm happy so so happy that he's with me, but I...I just can't believe it.

"Y-you're not doing this out of pity, right?"

he broke the hug and put his hands on my shoulders causing us to lock eyes.

"Look. You are the most amazing person I have ever met. Even when you were going through hell you still put others first. You are kind, beautiful, smart. You....you are just perfect. So no I'm not doing this out of pity. I'm doing this because I LOVE YOU." He pulled me into another kiss.

When we stopped I said,"thank you. thank you for everything. I love you too." I put a real smile on my face. which I hadn't done i...wow I can't even remember the last time I felt real joy or happiness. Maybe things will get better.

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Thats the end:)
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